The Dinner by Ayanna Edwards

The Coleman’s Annual Thanksgiving Party was in full swing, filling the crisp autumn air with the savory scents of roasting Cajun turkey, sweet yams and pumpkin pie. Samuel and Mary had spent weeks preparing their cozy home, transforming it into a warm and inviting haven. Vibrant fall decorations adorned the porch, while soft golden light spilled from the windows.

Vincent arrived with his wife, Sonya, and boyfriend, Ryan, exchanging warm smiles with his parents.

Mollie pulled up in her truck, sighing deeply as she gazed at the familiar facade. “I hope we don’t fight this year,” she whispered to Frank, her husband. “I really want to have a cool time with my family.”

Frank’s reassuring touch on her hand calmed her nerves. “Things are different now, Mollie. You’re a mama now. The twins will be your motivation to keep calm.” Helping Mollie out of the truck, Frank handed her the carriers holding their 3-month-old twin girls, Rosy and Lily.

As Mollie stepped inside, the enticing aromas captivated her: cinnamon-spiced apples, roasting vegetables, and Mary’s signature cornbread dressing. Her mouth watered in anticipation. This was the only thing she looked forward to about being in this home—the warmth, love, and delicious food that temporarily masked the tensions.

The sounds of laughter, sizzling food, and lively chatter filled the rooms. Samuel’s old-fashioned values sometimes clashed with Vincent’s unconventional relationships, but today, he vowed to keep his judgments hidden. Mary’s warm smile welcomed everyone, her eyes shining with happiness.

As the family gathered around the beautifully set table, the Coleman’s Annual Thanksgiving Party began, filled with hope for a harmonious celebration.

***

As the afternoon sunlight streamed through the windows, casting a warm glow over the bustling household, aunties, uncles, and cousins began to arrive, bearing dishes to share and warm smiles. Mary, the gracious hostess, flitted between the door and the coat closet, helping guests shed their jackets and scarves.

“Hey, Sis!” Aunt Deborah exclaimed, handing Mary a steaming casserole. “Your house smells amazing!”

Mary beamed, hugging her sister tightly. “Thanks, Deb! Can’t wait to dig in!”

Uncle Joe, sporting his signature fedora, boomed laughter as he handed Mary a bottle of wine. “Samuel’s got the turkey looking juicy, as always!”

Cousin Emma, a petite ball of energy, bounced into the living room, her three kids in tow. “Mollie, oh my gosh—the twins are adorable!”

As the family chatted and caught up, the room filled with the hum of conversation and laughter. Vincent and Ryan exchanged warm smiles, while Sonya helped Mary finish setting the table.

Frank carefully arranged Rosy and Lily’s carriers near the table, earning coos from the twins. Samuel stood proudly by the roaring fireplace, surveying the room.

“Almost everyone’s here!” Mary announced, surveying the gathering. “Let’s get started!”

The room fell silent as all eyes turned toward the door, awaiting the last arrivals. Soon, Cousin Michael and his family walked in, bearing a pumpkin pie.

“Alright, family!” Samuel declared, his voice warm and welcoming. “Gather ’round! Let’s give thanks and enjoy this feast together!”

As everyone took their seats, hands clasped, and voices rose in unison for the traditional Coleman family blessing.

“Dear Lord, bless this food, our family, and our love for one another…” Samuel began.

The warmth and gratitude in the room palpably grew, a testament to the Colemans’ enduring bond.

***

As Granddad Zeke strode into the room, his presence commanded attention. But it wasn’t just his familiar charm that sparked interest—it was the elegant woman beside him, adorned in shimmering jewelry and luxurious fur. Her confident smile and poised demeanor left the family stunned.

Samuel’s eyebrows shot up in surprise, his voice tinged with confusion. “Dad, who is she? Where’s Mama?”

Zeke’s grin seemed almost mischievous. “This is Keisha, everybody. My lady friend.”

The room fell silent, with all eyes fixed on Keisha. Whispers and wondering glances circulated around the table.

Cousin Michael broke the tension.

“Where is Grandma Fatima?” Michael asked, his tone laced with concern.

Zeke’s expression turned serious. “We’ll discuss that later.”

Keisha stepped forward, extending a manicured hand. “Nice to meet all of you. He talks about you constantly.”

Mollie exchanged a skeptical glance with Vincent. Mary’s eyes narrowed slightly, her smile polite, but guarded. Samuel’s confusion deepened.

“Granddad, what’s going on?” Mollie pressed gently.

Zeke’s eyes sparkled. “All in good time, sweetie. Today’s for celebration. Let’s focus on that.”

The room remained abuzz, uncertainty hanging like a delicate thread. But for now, the Colemans chose to prioritize unity and gratitude, setting aside their questions for the moment.

“Shall we eat?” Mary suggested, her voice soothing the tension.

As they took their seats, hands clasped and voices rising in unison for the blessing, underlying curiosity simmered.

***

As the family savored Mary’s culinary masterpiece, Samuel’s unease grew. He couldn’t shake the feeling something was amiss. Excusing himself, he stepped away from the table and retreated to his study.

Dialing his mother’s number, he waited anxiously for her response. But the call went straight to voicemail.

Samuel’s concern deepened. Where was she? Why wasn’t she answering?

Back at the table, Mollie sensed the tension. She discreetly grasped Frank’s hand, seeking comfort.

Sonya broke the silence. “So, what’s going on with everyone?”

Before anyone could respond, Zeke boomed, “We’re getting married next month!”

Utensils clattered, and the room fell silent. Gasps and stunned expressions circled the table.

Ryan smiled serenely. “We’re having a spiritual ceremony next month, officially making me Vincent’s husband.”

Keisha beamed. “That’s beautiful. I want a small ceremony for us as well.”

The room erupted into chaos. Cousin Emma’s eyes widened. “Granddad, what about Grandma Fatima?”

Aunt Deborah’s voice trembled. “Zeke, is this some kind of joke?”

Mollie’s grip on Frank’s hand tightened, her eyes locked on her grandfather.

Mary’s face remained calm, but her voice carried a hint of steel. “Dad, we need to talk.”

Zeke’s grin never changed. “It’s time for new beginnings, family.”

As the room continued to buzz, Samuel returned, his expression grim.

“Mom’s not answering,” he announced, his voice low.

The room fell silent once more.

***

Zeke’s nonchalant tone ignited Samuel’s fury. “What? You’re getting married next month?” Samuel bellowed, his voice shaking the room. Mary jumped, frightened by the outburst, her hands trembling as she clutched her napkin.

Mollie intervened, concern etched on her face. “Dad, calm down, please. Your blood pressure.” Frank placed a soothing hand on Mollie’s shoulder.

Zeke’s expression turned dismissive. “You should be happy, Sammy. Your mama was a nag, and she wasn’t even giving up the cookie anymore. I have needs, son.” His words dripped with indifference.

Aunt Deborah gasped, horrified, her hand flying to her mouth. Uncle Joe raised his hands. “This isn’t the time for this conversation.”

Cousin Michael blurted, “Damn!” His eyes darted between Zeke and Samuel.

Ryan chimed in, “Don’t leave, Keisha! I know personally that it takes Samuel time to adjust to change—like when I came along, but he loves me now.” Vincent cleared his throat, signaling Ryan to stop, but Ryan continued, oblivious.

Samuel’s anger boiled over. “I don’t like you, Ryan. Never have, never will.” His voice seethed with venom.

Ryan gasped, his eyes wide with hurt, seeking Vincent’s support. Vincent’s face turned bright red, embarrassment and frustration written across his features.

Mollie stood, placing a calming hand on Samuel’s shoulder. “Dad, please.” Her voice trembled.

Mary’s voice rose. “That’s enough! We’ll discuss this later, respectfully.” Her eyes flashed warningly at Zeke.

Keisha attempted to diffuse the tension. “Samuel, I didn’t want to meet you all like this. I’ve known about you for two years. This was supposed to be special. If my presence makes things worse, I can leave.” Her voice dripped with sincerity.

Zeke’s smile returned, unfazed. “No need, dear. Keisha and I are happy. That’s all that matters.” He wrapped his arm around Keisha.

The room fell silent, punctuated only by Samuel’s heavy breathing. His gaze burned with anger, his fists clenched.

***

Cousin Emma swiftly gathered her children, alarm contorting her features. “Get your plates, kids. We’re going to another room.” Sensing escalating tensions, she ushered them away.

Mollie exchanged worried glances with Frank. He swiftly picked up the twins’ carriers, following Emma to safety.

Samuel’s fury peaked. “Get the hell out of my house, Dad!” His voice thundered.

Zeke continued eating, unfazed, his expression serene.

Samuel stood, his chair scraping the floor, and approached Zeke. “You’re disrespecting my mother!” His anger simmered.

Zeke took a sip, his voice dripping with disdain. “Go sit your dumb ass down.”

That ignited Samuel’s rage. “I only respected you because of Mom, but now that’s over!” His fists clenched.

Mollie watched anxiously, her heart racing.

Zeke stood, towering over Samuel. “I’m still your dad!” His tone turned menacing.

Samuel’s voice rose. “Everyone needs to know—”

Zeke tried silencing him, but Samuel revealed the shocking truth. “Zeke isn’t my father! He’s infertile! Mom had an affair to conceive me!” The room froze.

Tears streamed down Zeke’s face as he struggled to comprehend.

In a fit of rage, Zeke slammed Samuel’s head against the dinner table, plates shattering.

Pandemonium erupted.

Mollie leaped over the table, landing on Zeke’s chest, pounding him repeatedly. Her blows were fierce.

Michael and Joe rushed to Samuel’s aid, pulling him away.

Samuel grabbed Mollie, pulling her off Zeke.

Zeke rose, exchanging blows with Samuel. The room descended into chaos.

Keisha seized Mollie’s hair, yanking her back. Mollie shrieked.

Mary rushed forward, knife in hand. “Get your filthy hands off my daughter!” Her voice trembled.

Keisha released Mollie, hands raised in surrender.

Deborah steadied Mary, calming her.

Michael, Joe, and Frank intervened, separating the family.

Mary stormed into the living room, knife still clutched.

Emma struggled to calm the frightened children, shielding them.

The dining room resembled a war zone: shattered plates, overturned chairs, and scattered food.

Ryan and Vincent watched, horrified.

Sonya attempted to mediate.

Aunt Deborah and Uncle Joe tried restoring order.

The Coleman family’s Thanksgiving had imploded.

***

As the chaos subsided, the room fell silent, except for heavy breathing and muffled sobs. Mary stood frozen, knife still in hand, her eyes fixed on Keisha.

Mollie, shaken, clung to Frank. “Get me out of here,” she whispered.

Samuel nursed his bruised head, his gaze locked on Zeke. “You’re dead to me.”

Zeke’s face contorted, tears streaming down. “You ungrateful child!”

Michael and Joe restrained Zeke, preventing further violence.

Vincent approached Ryan, trembling. “We need to leave.”

Ryan nodded, supporting Vincent.

Sonya helped Mary compose herself, gently prying the knife from her grasp.

Deborah ushered the children, now crying, to the living room.

Emma returned, phone in hand. “I’ve called the police.”

As tensions simmered, the family awaited the authorities’ arrival.

***

Sonya’s voice trembled as she stood, her eyes locked on Vincent. “I have something to say.” She paused, taking a deep breath. “I’m leaving, Vincent.”

Vincent’s eyes widened in shock.

Sonya continued, resolve strengthening her voice. “I’ve found someone else. Someone who truly makes me happy.” She glanced around the room before focusing on Vincent again. “Her name is Jasmine.”

Ryan’s eyes sparkled with understanding.

Vincent’s face crumpled, stunned.

Mollie’s eyes widened in surprise.

Samuel’s gaze snapped to Sonya, incredulous.

Mary’s expression softened.

Zeke, still restrained, snarled, “You’re just like your mother!”

Michael and Joe tightened their grip on Zeke.

Sonya’s voice rose. “I deserve happiness, and I’ve found it with Jasmine.”

Ryan stepped forward, smile spreading. “Vincent, we can finally be together, officially.”

Vincent’s shock gave way to realization, then a radiant smile.

The room erupted into mixed reactions.

Aunt Deborah gasped.

Uncle Joe nodded in support.

Emma smiled.

Cousin Michael whispered, “Wow.”

As the news sank in, Vincent and Ryan shared a tender glance.

Their love, once hidden, now shone brighter than ever.

***

Keisha’s gaze lingered on Frank, her brow furrowed. “Don’t I know you from somewhere?”

Frank’s nervousness was palpable. “No.”

Keisha’s eyes narrowed, memory stirring. Suddenly, recognition flashed.

“You’re the guy from the hotel lobby!” Keisha exclaimed, voice rising. “The one with the redhead!”

Mollie’s head snapped toward Frank, shock and betrayal written across her face.

Frank’s eyes darted wildly, searching for escape.

Mary’s interest piqued.

Samuel raised an eyebrow.

Vincent and Ryan exchanged knowing glances.

Zeke’s smirk returned.

Michael and Joe watched intently.

Keisha continued, “You’re Mollie’s husband, but I saw you with another woman, just last week!”

The room plunged into stunned silence.

Mollie’s voice trembled. “Frank?”

Frank’s face crumpled, guilt and shame written across his features.

***

Mollie’s fury unleashed, she charged at Frank, pummeling his face with blows, and kicking him relentlessly. The family rushed to intervene, but Mollie’s grip on Frank tightened.

Frank managed to break free, shoving Mollie backward. She landed on the pointed leg of an upturned chair, the narrow end puncturing her side.

Mary shrieked.

Mollie’s eyes widened in shock and pain as blood spilled from her lips.

Frank panicked, pulling the chair away, and Mollie’s bleeding intensified.

“Sorry, sorry!” Frank pleaded.

Mollie whispered, “Bitch!” before her eyes closed.

Mary seized the knife from Sonya and stabbed Frank repeatedly in the back.

Sirens wailed outside.

Samuel and Zeke clashed again.

Michael fled through the back door.

Emma wept uncontrollably.

Vincent stood frozen.

Police burst in.

Samuel and Zeke were handcuffed immediately to stop the fight.

EMTs arrived, declaring Mollie dead.

Frank was stabilized and rushed to the hospital.

Mary, delirious, was handcuffed and taken to the hospital.

More officers arrived.

The family faced questioning.

Chaos reigned.

***

The Thanksgiving gathering, meant to unite the Coleman family, ended in tragedy. Mollie’s life was lost, Frank lay hospitalized, and Mary’s future uncertain. Samuel and Zeke faced charges. Michael managed to get away without having to be questioned.

Vincent, heartbroken, mourned his sister.

Emma struggled to shield the children from the horrors.

Sonya found solace in Jasmine’s embrace.

Ryan stood by Vincent.

As the investigation unfolded, secrets and lies unraveled.

The Coleman family’s shattered remains would never be the same.

Justice would be served, but healing seemed distant.

A day meant for gratitude ended in devastation.

Don’t Go There by Chris Bullard

I never liked working at Argus Labs. Not that I hated my job. I actually loved what I was doing. And I wasn’t mad that I had taken the job because my folks couldn’t afford to send me to college. So I figured a little work experience might be the thing to get me in somewhere when I had saved up enough to apply for admission.

I just didn’t appreciate having management on my ass about petty bullshit. I didn’t like the dress code or the strict punch in/punch out time restrictions. I didn’t like filling out forms documenting everything I had done, or was likely to do sometime in the future.

And I wasn’t exactly thrilled to work with some of the scientists. Many of them wanted me to know that they were doing “very important work” that I couldn’t possibly recognize as so astoundingly brilliant that it was likely to change everything we know about the universe. Those guys showed me all the respect and consideration you might show an oscilloscope.

That’s why I was happy to spend time with Dr. Feigelman. He struck me as a different sort of scientist. He was more approachable than his careerist colleagues and he didn’t go out of his way to make sure I knew he was smarter than me. Anyway, I already knew that.

He had a sense of humor, too, and he liked to mock the bureaucrats and their obsession with rules and procedures. He always carried a pipe in the pocket of his tweed jacket, although he knew Argus wouldn’t let you smoke anywhere on the premises. I called him the Professor because, with his thick glasses and head of unruly white hair, he looked like a stereotypical academic type. He didn’t seem to mind the nickname.

I take care of the recording functions at the lab. It’s the same sort of work that I did as the A/V guy in high school, except that I was getting paid for it. Sometimes, I call myself a Science Roadie. If you’ve ever been to an Argus Lab seminar and you’ve seen someone setting up a power point presentation or adjusting a mic, you’ve seen me.

Anyway, I was the one recording the Professor when the bug grabbed him.

The Professor was an expert on infrared spectroscopy. He once told me that his interest was in finding new ways to look at the universe. He said that he wanted to create an equivalent of the telescope or the microscope. Those inventions allowed humans to see things that were smaller and bigger than what we had believed existed. The Professor wanted to do the same thing with dimensional reality. He wanted to see through things.

The Professor had told his bosses he had found something hidden in the infrared range of the light spectrum. He thought the spectrum was “bent” at a very specific frequency because he had been unable to observe a predicted distortion of molecules there. I think that’s what he said, but I have to admit that I didn’t understand a lot of what he told me.

He had a notion that this anomaly represented a place where another dimension had intruded into our own. He wasn’t sure whether this intrusion had been created intentionally, or whether it was just some natural overlap of a multi-dimensional universe.

More importantly, he thought he had come up with a way of getting a look at something outside our own reality. I guess the administration didn’t give the Professor’s ideas much weight because I had been given the assignment of documenting the Professor’s attempts to see into this dimension and I’m the low man on the social order around here.

Most of the scientists at Argus regarded the Professor as a burned-out case, whose best work had been done twenty years ago. Management wasn’t prepared to disregard him altogether, but I had been told to spend as little of my work time as I could on the Professor’s project.

When we started working together, the Professor had asked me, “Have you ever used night vision goggles?”  

“If you have,” he said, “you probably know that those goggles allow you to see in the dark because they register the infrared spectrum. What I’ve done is create a set of goggles that allow me to see infrared light, but at a specific frequency. I expect this to let me see the anomaly I’ve identified and, maybe, if I’m right in my conclusion, to actually see into it.”

I shrugged. This seemed like something out of a science fiction movie, but I was happy enough to work with the Professor, so I wasn’t going to question his ideas.

I rigged the lab with a series of cameras that would allow me to record what was happening while the Professor was peering into this other dimension. The Professor intended to describe verbally what he was looking at through his goggles, but I also wanted to film what was happening through another set of goggles so I could get a record of what we were actually seeing.

The next morning, I was positioned behind a set of monitors waiting for the Professor to start the experiment. He was sitting in a swivel chair that was usually behind his desk, but that he had moved into the middle of the lab. He told me it didn’t matter what the physical setting was because he would be looking into the bend in the light spectrum and not at any specific object.

I started the equipment before the Professor had his goggles working. The tape began with him describing the experiment he’d be performing. He talked about the infrared spectrum and went over the results he expected. He then turned on his goggles and activated the second set of goggles that was mounted on a pedestal to his immediate left.

The recording from the second set of goggles starts with an image of an intense light source. It’s circular and appears like a white hole that’s been burned through a film cell. This is what later got the name of the “rift”. It appeared something was moving across the face of the light source.

At this point in my video of the event, the Professor appears flustered. “Did you see that?” he asked.

The Professor turned back to the wall and resumed his narration, but with more excitement in his voice. “I can see what looks like some sort of alien biota. It has arachnoid features. I count eight legs, two of which seem modified to serve as… arms, perhaps. It seems physically active and fairly sentient. In fact, I think it is definitely aware of me because it’s moving, or should I say, scuttling, in my direction.”

This is where the Professor started screaming. I looked up from my equipment and saw the Professor pulled from his chair and dragged toward the rift. I couldn’t see anything around him, but when I checked the feed from the goggles, I saw something that looked part crab, part tick, and all mean. In a second, the Professor disappeared and the image from his goggles went blank.

I wish I could have saved him. In my own defense, I’d like to say I was sitting behind a ton of recording equipment when this occurred. Also, it took me a minute to appreciate that the Professor was in danger. I was reaching for the Professor’s collar when he vanished.

Turns out, it was a very good thing for me that I had recorded everything that happened to the Professor. It wasn’t that I wanted to repeat seeing him getting snatched. It’s just that if you’re the only person in a room with someone who goes missing, you become everyone’s prime suspect.

The video clearly showed a big spider-like bug crawling out of the wall. People who saw the tape had to accept that the Professor had been the victim of an invisible something, even if their rational minds told them such a thing couldn’t have happened.

We went over the video at least twenty times. We, at this time, consisted of me, Dr. Marshwell, the head of the lab, Brad Volpe, the Chief of Security, Dr. Benteen, the assistant to Marshwell, and Dr. Kent, who had been the Professor’s direct supervisor. 

In normal times, none of the bigwigs at Argus would have wanted to have any association with me. Now, they didn’t want to let me out of their sight, even though, as we started the debriefing, people were looking at me like I might be some sort of mad killer who intended to do the rest of them in.

When Dr. Marshwell turned the lights out to see the video better, I think a few members of the management team actually pulled their chairs as far away from me as they could, but by the time we had finished watching, the others acted like I wasn’t even in the room.

It was only after a half hour of discussion, all of which went on without my participation, that Brad raised a point the rest of us hadn’t thought about. What if the Professor wasn’t dead? What if he was just trapped in this other dimension? Shouldn’t somebody go looking for him?

I was pretty sure the Professor was dead. I had seen the thing that got him on the video feed, and it didn’t look to me like something that would have just wanted to take the Professor home to meet his family. The others were more optimistic, although maybe they were just hoping for an easy way out of this mess.

Dr. Marshwell agreed eventually that a “search team” would use the goggles to see if they could hunt up the Professor. He looked out at the room and asked, “Any volunteers?”

Brad Volpe held up his hand. “I’m in,” he said.

I assumed Brad wanted to go because protecting the lab was his responsibility. He seemed like a generally good guy and not just some macho “nothing scares me” type. I was hoping that he would take the lead if we went into the rift.

Dr. Kent was the next to volunteer. She offered to go because the Professor had briefed her about all his theories and because she knew something about how the Professor had put his goggles together. Brad had given her a look when she volunteered, but she had told him she was quite capable of getting herself in and out of the rift without anyone’s help.

Then Dr. Marshwell looked in my direction. “How about you?” he asked. “You know how to operate the recording equipment, and you saw the opening into the rift, so you know where he went in.”

“He’s just a kid,” Brad shot back.

“There might be liability problems because of his age,” Dr. Benteen chipped in.

“I’ll go,” I said. I was feeling guilty about not being able to save the Professor, so I hoped I might get another chance inside the rift. Anyway, I didn’t like thinking about how people might treat me if I didn’t go. I had enough problems with the staff. I didn’t want word to get around that I was a coward, too.

“Fine,” Dr. Marshwell said. He didn’t seem concerned about any of the objections that had been raised. I’m sure that from his point of view, I was entirely expendable. I was the person who was needed the least by Argus Labs.

Dr. Marshwell assured everyone there would be plenty of safeguards in effect for our trip to the rift, but the idea of safeguards didn’t seem very reassuring to me because no one really knew what we were safeguarding against.   

He also instructed us that no one in the lab was to file a missing person’s report for the Professor. He said the Professor didn’t have any close family and that no one was likely to ask about him, at least, not until he missed one of his scientific conventions. I assume that Dr. Marshwell let corporate management know and that somebody in the government got a memo, but otherwise, we put a lid on things.

If you had walked in on us the next day, you might have imagined that you come across a remake of Ghostbusters. You would have seen Brad, Dr. Kent, and me wearing goggles and HAZMAT suits with safety lines tethered to what we hoped were immoveable stanchions that had been anchored to the floor. Twelve other guys were operating various bits of electronic gear that spilled out into the hallway from what had been the Professor’s office, which was now minus a couple of walls.

After checking our oxygen, going over each other’s suits for tears and making sure that the communications gear was working 5×5, we reviewed the safety protocol, which was, basically, if something tries to eat you, run away from it if it’s possible to run away. Then we switched on the goggles and looked at what we were facing.

There was a glow in the direction of what we knew was the remaining interior wall of the Professor’s office. Cautiously, anxiously, encumbered with our gear, we went toward the light. 

Inside the rift, we didn’t so much walk as bounce. I suppose it was like being in space, except we didn’t need any external propulsion. Wherever you put your foot down, you encountered some sort of undulating surface. You could move yourself forward, but it was hard to judge how far each step took you.

We checked our safety lines. If we tugged, someone was supposed to pull us back, even if there had been no radio contact with us. “Don’t wait to hear us scream,” we had told the guys holding onto the ropes.

We had only been inside for a few minutes before we found the Professor’s body. That this was the Professor was something of a guess because the corpse was wrapped in fibers, but there was enough of his clothing showing that I could make the identification. I remembered what he had been wearing when he was abducted. It was pretty clear he wasn’t coming back alive with us. 

After I’d played the recording of the Professor’s disappearance, everyone had weighed in with a theory as to why the spider had gone after the Professor. I think that the consensus was that it had seen him as food. We couldn’t really tell what the body looked like under the wrapping, so it might be that the bug had sucked him dry, but it looked more to me like it had played with him. Maybe the bug was trying to figure out what the Professor was.

Another theory was that the bug was territorially aggressive. He had seen the Professor as a threat and gone after him. By this logic, the bug was the apex predator of his dimension. I guess it didn’t occur to management that this other dimension might be big enough that it could support more than one apex predator, let alone thousands, so we were totally unprepared for what happened next.

I had pulled a body bag out of my equipment sack when Dr. Kent noticed something coming toward us.

Brad had brought a pistol. There had been a good deal of discussion about whether a weapon that operated according to the laws of physics in our dimension could operate effectively in another dimension, which might have a different set of physical laws, but Brad’s pistol seemed to work just fine. He hit the bug with his first shot and the bullet blew it apart.

We were full of confidence for a moment, figuring the gun gave us the upper hand. We had turned back to the effort to remove the Professor’s remains before we realized we were surrounded by the things. They were leaping, bouncing, and rolling toward us from all directions.

It was like a flood of spiders. It was like standing in the middle of an island as the tide rushes up and covers everything that you can see. But drowning would have been kind compared to the fangs that were coming for us.  

Brad kept shooting, but he was the first to go down. I could see that there were bugs all over him.

I heard Dr. Kent shouting over the radio for me to get going. She had been standing closer to Brad than me and either she wanted me out of her way, or she figured I was the only one of the team who had a chance to get out of there alive.

I pulled on my safety rope and maneuvered myself in the direction that I hoped was the way out to our own dimension. As I bounced away, I heard her radio cut off.

I was hopping and sliding back to where we had entered the rift when I realized I didn’t have a chance. The things were scrambling over each other to get at me. There were so many of them I couldn’t even see the dimensional entrance anymore. Bugs were piled up in front of it.

A pilot friend of mine told me that there were two things to do when your plane loses power at night and you have to make an emergency landing. You turn on your landing lights and, if you don’t like what you see, then you turn your landing lights off. I decided that I didn’t want to see what was going to happen to me.

I don’t know how it happened, but taking my goggles off and losing visual contact with the bug dimension put me back in our dimension. I found myself in the basement of the laboratory with my leg bent back in an unpleasant way. After calling for a medic, I blacked out.

The maintenance crew found me. I was still wearing my HAZMAT suit, and I still had a length of safety line trailing from my midriff. The guys upstairs were holding the other end of the rope. The rope had been sliced in half. Someone called for the EMTs and I was taken to the hospital, but only after Dr. Marshwell got a chance to tell me to keep my mouth shut.

Dr. Marshwell and some government types debriefed me while I was stuck in my bed at the hospital. They shooed all the medical personnel away and asked me about what had happened in the rift. Dr. Marshwell expressed his grief about losing the other team members, but I thought he was secretly excited about having been handed one of the most important discoveries in history.

It was generally agreed among the scientific crowd at Argus that the goggles were more than just a way of viewing the rift. They were necessary to being in the other dimension. If you couldn’t see the dimension, you weren’t there, or maybe the dimension itself wasn’t there.

I signed some documents that said I knew I could be sent to jail if I ever told anyone what had happened and went home. Argus didn’t make any fuss about my application for disability leave.

 My physical therapist says that there shouldn’t be any residual effects from my injury, but regardless of how well I heal, I’m not going back to Argus. I’d rather just move on to the next thing in my life.

For one thing, I’m worried because I know that the scientists at Argus are continuing to study the rift. God knows what they’ll stir up. I don’t want to be around the next time they decide to look inside that other dimension.

Dr. Marshwell seems to think they’ve got the only entrance to the rift. They want to believe they’ve got these things confined behind the wall of the Professor’s office, but I don’t figure that these things are limited to just one place. 

I mean, if we found them in the infrared spectrum and infrared light is everywhere, why couldn’t they be in your house right now? They’re probably wandering around your kitchen, but you’re invisible to them just as they’re invisible to you. Or, I should say, you were invisible to them.

I think that when we powered up the goggles, it was like dropping a torch into a cave full of creatures that live in the dark. The goggles drew them to us and that’s why so many of them showed up while we were trying to get the Professor back.  

Now they’ve seen us. If they’re intelligent creatures, they know that we’re out here. Maybe they’ll try to find us again. I hope that they’re not capable of that.

My mom always told me that if I went looking for trouble, I would be sure to find it. Well, I’m not looking for trouble, but the people at Argus Labs sure are. I wonder if it might not find them first.

The Whispering of Flies by David Wesley Hill

The old drunk staggered across the cobblestones and careened into the lead horse of the party that had just turned onto the street, causing the stallion to throw its rider, a tall man in the uniform of the imperial bureaucracy. Glaven Cray hit the ground as his attendants ran up.

“Are you all right, sir?” his secretary asked.

“No bones broken, thank God.”

Two soldiers wrestled the drunk before Cray. The man’s beard might have been white, but now it was as filthy as his hair and skin. He stank. And he was covered with flies.

“What’s your name?” Cray asked.

The man just kept on mumbling while slapping at the insects crawling over his skin and clothes. Cray surveyed the crowd that had been drawn by the commotion and singled out a shopkeeper, asking, “Why is this idiot running around loose?”

“Oh, Dagget’s harmless, lord. Entertaining, too.”

“That I find difficult to believe.”

The man shrugged. “Sober him up, lord, and ask his story. I cannot say how much of it is true, but I doubt you will be bored.”

“I hope you are correct, sir,” Cray replied. Amusement of any sort was hard to find so far from the capital. He turned to the soldiers. “Bring Mr. Dagget along. Make him presentable. I will call for him later.”

The party wound through narrow lanes for another quarter of an hour before reaching the best inn available, a crooked structure with a wide veranda. Cray dismounted wearily, handing the reins to a stable boy. A hot bath, however, invigorated him, as did a decent meal. Tossing the bread trencher on which the supper had been served to the dogs, he joined his secretary and the lieutenant of the guard detachment on the porch for a sampling of the local ale. Presently, the lieutenant went to the back of the inn and returned with the old man. Dagget was sober now, and cleaner, too, having been subjected, clothing and all, to a bath. Yet flies still swarmed around him.

“I instructed Mr. Dagget to be made presentable,” Cray said.

“Aye, sir,” a soldier replied. “We took a brush to him, sir, but it didn’t make no difference. Damned vermin must like the old bastard.”

“Let us hope the feeling is mutual,” Cray remarked. Then he addressed the old man, “I am told you have an interesting tale to tell.”

“I wouldn’t describe it so, sir. In any case, those who wish to hear what I have to say usually provide for my thirst.”

The insouciance amused Cray. “Pour him a small one,” he instructed. Dagget accepted the mug and drained half of it. Then he slapped at the insects buzzing around him, killing a few but making little impact on the swarm. When he lifted his gaze, there was something bewildering in it. Cray wondered if it had been wise to ask for the old man’s story.

***

I were a lad just before the war ended, fifteen years old but ancient already, having watched the murder of my family by the horde. We was a farming clan, you see, with acres near the border, and when the ponies galloped across the river with their riders caparisoned in scarlet leather, well, we were right in their path. How I escaped is another matter, as is how I lived. Eventually, I staggered into an imperial refugee camp. This was a large chunk of hell, miles of tents hemmed in on one hand by the city walls and on the other by barren foothills, good enough for the trolls that lived there but quick death for anyone else. Refugees wasn’t allowed in the city itself, neither. I suppose the government were afraid of rioting and I didn’t blame them. Which ain’t to say I didn’t see the city, because I did, admitted by a forged pass provided by Ergot Scrive, who was a fence. Each afternoon, he’d meet me and a couple other boys by the gate and lead us through the checkpoint, pass out our assignments, and dispatch us to thieve for him. Ergot took most of what we stole and paid us only a fraction of our loot’s real value. Usually, we’d return to the camp with little more than we’d started with, but even so, this was more than other refugees had. The pittance kept us alive. Then Ergot summoned me and Farley Spry and told us he had arranged an important appointment.

“Dagget,” Ergot says to me. “Farley,” he says to Spry. “A good client requires the services of a couple of stout lads for a special project.”

“What kind of project?” I asks.

“I know little, save it involves the retrieval of hidden wealth. Needless to say, we will all be well compensated.”

Scrive’s client seemed ordinary, plump and round and with a broad face soft as pudding. Maybe he was forty, or maybe fifty, but one fact was clear, because of the robes he wore and because of the shape of his hat—it were a wizard we’d be working for. Spry was fearful, but I told him to shut his mouth since I figured wizards were men like any others except for their calling. I couldn’t have been more wrong, at least where Yarely Obrin were concerned. But we never guessed what he had in mind until it were too late.

Obrin explained our assignment when we arrived at his own residence, a gaunt structure built flush to the city walls. “I have discovered a cache of valuables hidden a thousand years ago,” he says to us. “It consists not only of gold and jewels, but also of precious artifacts. I have disabled the security devices. Unfortunately, the trove is situated in a place too narrow for me to access due to my girth. You lads, however, will be able to pass where I cannot go. Follow me?”

“Aye, sir,” I said, as did Spry.

This tied in with what Ergot Scrive had already told us, and Obrin’s size was self-evident, so neither of us suspected a thing as Obrin led us further into the house and down several flights of stairs while chatting amiably of the curiosities we were to retrieve. We scarcely noticed when the wainscoting gave way to rough stone or when the carpeting was replaced by rock and the ceiling became studded with stalactites. The house, you see, was connected to the network of caves underlying the whole geography of the area.

Then we entered a chamber with architecture stolen from nightmares, a labyrinth of spires and outcroppings. The last sconce had dimmed behind us and the sole illumination was the luminescence issuing from Obrin’s eyes.

He slid a hand into his robe and withdrew a knife. Then Obrin flicked out the blade and nicked my cheek deep enough to draw blood.

“Why’d you do that, Mr. Obrin?” I asks him. “What did I do?”

“Do, Dagget?” he replies, bringing the knife to his lips and licking my blood from the metal. “Why, you’ve done nothing. You’re a good lad, and you, too, Farley. You’re choice boys, exactly as Scrive promised. I am sure you both will be quite toothsome.”

With this happy observation, Obrin clawed his hand upward, causing the cavern to come alight, iridescence burning at the tip of each stalagmite and stalactite, as if they were candles. But what caught my breath weren’t this wizardry but what the light allowed me to see. Skeleton upon skeleton were attached by chains to the rock, three score or more, some in rags, some just pristine bone without flesh, some wearing a little skin, and some just scattered parts.

Then the wizard caught us in a spell, forcing our bodies to his will.

“Mr. Obrin, sir, just say the word and we’ll oblige,” I says.

“We’re your lads, Mr. Obrin,” Spry agrees.

“That’s most kind,” comes the reply. “However, eternal life requires a diet of human meat, and I am determined to live forever.”

I slipped my wrists into a pair of manacles and locked them with a dreadful rasp, securing myself among the skeletons as Spry went to a stone table in the center of the cavern and lay down on it. Somehow, I found my voice again. “Mr. Obrin, sir, a moment.”

“What is it now, Dagget?”

“Mr. Scrive will worry if we’re late getting back.”

“Never you mind, Dagget,” says Obrin. “Ergot and I have an understanding. He is relieved of the boys who are poor achievers, that is to say, unfortunately, you and Farley, and he is also compensated for his trouble. And I…well, you will see.”

As the wizard turned toward Spry, a crowd of flies rose from the decay and surrounded me, some alighting on my skin, some continuing a maddened flight around my head, some crawling into my ears and into my hair. I swatted them, but more arrived each time I killed one. I didn’t think so at the moment, but the flies was a true blessing, diverting my attention from what Obrin was doing. He had begun dismembering Spry, slicing a leg and an arm from his torso, then separating the limbs into their components down to individual fingers and toes and stacking the parts in neat piles.

The strange thing was Spry wouldn’t die. He continued screaming long past the point where Obrin’s ministrations should have killed him.

The wizard skewered Spry’s left thumb on a metal fork, roasted it with an incantation, and consumed it. He did the same with the remainder of the fingers. This meal satisfied Obrin’s appetite. He wrapped the rest of the severed limbs in butcher’s paper and tied the bundle with twine and tucked the package under an arm.

“Dagget, Dagget,” he says. “I must return to town on business. But I promise to come back before too long.”

“You—you ate Farley,” I stutters.

“Part of him, true. Cannibalism is a regrettable requirement of immortality. That’s just the way it is. Together, lad, you and Farley will provide me an additional five years of life, for which you have my gratitude! Thank you, boy. Yes, thank you!”

The wizard adjusted the bundle and entered the tunnel leading back to the city. Most of the light went with him. I called to Spry, but he did not answer. I don’t know how long I lay there, sometimes wrestling against the manacles, sometimes lethargic. In that vast space, the tiniest sound took on meaning. Even the buzzing of the flies seemed important, as if someone was whispering my name.

“What do you damned insects want?” I asks, entertaining myself with the conceit that the flies were capable of conversation. “Is it, perhaps, you wish me to remain quiet? Forgive me my ill manners.”

“Shut your mouth, Dagget,” comes the reply. “Shut it and listen.”

“Who’s there?” I cries out. “Show yourselves!”

“Be still, Dagget, be still.”

Slowly, I grasped it were the flies that was talking to me. Not with mouths and tongues but by the communal modulation of their buzzing wings, which worked together as they flew to gel into consonants and vowels and syllables and complete words.

“Who are you?” I asks. “What do you want?”

“Who we are is what you are. Boys, we were, boys like you. Like you until Obrin used us. Used us and turned us into flies. Deathless flies. Flies with the souls of boys who cannot die. Boys reborn as flies. Flies forever after, like you, Dagget. Like you.”

“Not like me,” I says. “I’m no fly.”

“Not yet,” they hum. “Not yet, but soon, unless you heed our learning, promise to do our bidding, and overcome mad Obrin, then release our souls from bondage. Release us and let us die.”

“I vow it, good flies. Dagget’s not broken his word yet.”

“So be it,” they says. And then they settled upon one link of the manacles, like some living beard. I didn’t know it at the time, but flies feed by vomiting. They retch acid upon their food, dissolving it into liquid, which they suck up. This was what the flies were doing to the metal except they wasn’t eating it. Only softening the iron, so I was able to break free. I staggered to Spry.

He was still breathing despite lacking an arm and a leg, preserved by Obrin’s magic. But his eyes were rolled up and he did not respond to my voice.

Obrin had left behind the knife with which he had dissected Spry. I closed my fist on its hilt. “What should I do, good flies?” I asks. “Kill the bastard when he returns?”

“Impossible,” they says.

“What then?”

The flies buzzed close and told me nothing material could kill Obrin. He was truly heartless, not simply in the ordinary manner of being vicious, but because he was literally without a heart in his breast. Long ago, the wizard had hidden the organ within an egg guarded by trolls. Only by finding that egg could I gain power over him.

This wasn’t pleasant news. Trolls ain’t pretty. Their shaggy heads and their dark-adapted eyes are unmistakable, as are their loose ears and the thin sounds they make. But I ain’t implying trolls is animals. Some say they once were men since they use swords and tools and herd flocks of eyeless birds and rats. They live in clans led by a female, who is queen and mother to her subjects. It was the she-troll herself who had the wizard’s heart in her care.

“She hungers always,” whispers the flies. “Hungers for that best of delicacies, hungers for the flesh of man. This present you must bring her, gift her with what is most welcome. Gift her with a haunch of man meat, and so distract her from her task.”

“A haunch of man meat?” I asks, looking at Spry, hoping I had misunderstood the flies.

“You cannot help him, but he can save you. Save you from the same fate. So take it, Dagget. Take the knife and do what you must.”

I don’t know how long I stared at the blade before placing the tip on Spry’s knee. It slipped easily into the skin and through muscle. Spry, apparently unconscious, thankfully remained quiet throughout the operation. The incision did not bleed.

“Sorry,” I mutters as I separated his lower leg from the rest of him. “I’ll make it right for you, Spry, see if I won’t.”

Then I hoisted the limb over my shoulder and set out into the bowels of the earth. Soon I was in darkness, and I fumbled ahead, guided only by the whispering flies, who would tell me when to turn left or right or go straight, when to jump over chasms, when to climb up or down or worm through cramped passageways.

Then the flies says, “Your clothes, Dagget, take them off, for trolls are near and will know you by them.”

That weren’t their only requirement. The flies guided me to a pile of troll dung and charged me to smear myself with the foul stuff, so the trolls would mistake me for one of their own. The flies was right, too, since soon I came upon a troll and lived to tell of it. I didn’t see the thing, but I smelled it, and it smelled me, and as we passed each other, I felt the touch of its nose on my cheek, greeting me as you and I might wave when we encounter one another on the street.

Then I were able to see again. I’d descended into the trolls’ domain, which they lit sufficiently to suit them, never more than one lamp every score of yards.

I entered a gallery with a pit in its center that teemed with blind rats with hairless tails. Fearing I’d come to harvest them as the trolls did, they seethed to a far corner and did not stop squealing until I left the room. The next chamber, however, held worse things than rats. Trolls ain’t choosy about what they eat. The beetles carpeting the floor were delicacies to them. There weren’t no way forward except through the mess of pallid insects. Their bodies crunched beneath my naked feet as I blundered onward. After that was a room draped with dusty silk on which lived spiders. Thousands of spiders, small spiders and huge spiders, bald spiders and spiders with bristly hair. I dodged the webbing as best I could and eventually scrambled past the final drapery. At this point, I noticed there was fewer flies than before. Many had remained behind with the spiders.

“No matter,” answers the flies. “Death is nothing to us because we cannot die, forever reborn because of Obrin. Reborn again as flies.”

Soon the swarm regained its strength, and the flies again led me forward. I heard the she-troll long before I saw her. Her wailing was a fevered shriek. She were hungry, repeated the flies, she were always hungry. I must have gone crazy then, because I only nodded wisely, shifted poor Spry’s leg to my other shoulder, and stepped briskly into the den of the queen troll.

She were a mottled creature, flabby and pendulous, her face a horrid sack of features. It was obvious she thought me to be one of her own tribe, come with a savory present because long ropes of drool began coiling from her mouth.

I held Spry’s limb before me and waved it from side to side. The queen troll’s nostrils twitched and her head swayed back and forth as she focused on the meat.

I kept the leg just out of reach but close enough to tantalize. Her pink eyes tracked it while her ponderous hindquarters shuffled with impatience. According to the flies, she was sitting on Obrin’s abnormal egg. I had to lure her off it.

I edged forward until the leg was touching her snout. The queen troll strained to bite it, but I pulled back before she could. This proved too much for her to bear. She lurched after the leg, but I retreated, causing her to come after me. Then I swung the limb in a slow arc and tossed it a dozen yards away. The queen troll ran after it. Soon she had her teeth in Spry’s leg and was gnawing contentedly.

There was a leathery egg on the rock where she had been sitting.

I picked up the thing and backed away. The orb pulsated in my hand with the beat of the heart within.

“We have it,” says the flies. “We have it now, Dagget.”

“That we do,” I says, thinking the worst were over, but it wasn’t. Because now the she-troll understood something were amiss. She howled, not from hunger, but from apprehension. Soon, the den filled with man-trolls, some unarmed but others bearing swords and clubs. It were the very fact there were so many of them that preserved me from the initial onslaught, since they got in one another’s way and I were able to wrest myself a blade and turn it upon the throng. But I knew my luck wouldn’t last.

“What now, friends?” I cries to the flies. “What’s we to do?”

“The egg, Dagget,” they says. “Squeeze it and call Obrin. Call him and force him to our will.”

I pinched the wizened egg until blood oozed out. There was an immediate reaction. The rock itself shook to a roar of pain. Then came the sound of footsteps so immense that they, too, caused the ground to scream. Yet Obrin entered the chamber like any ordinary person, glancing around with a vague bit of a smile. “Why, Dagget,” he says. “It’s an unexpected pleasure to chance upon you here.”

“Choke it,” I says. “Let’s get things straight between us, Mr. Obrin. I have something belonging to you, which is to say, your heart. Let’s chew on that, and continue from there.”

Holding the egg before me to ward off sorcery, I pinched the thing again. The wizard clutched his left arm and clawed at his chest. It felt good to hurt Obrin and to this day I believe what I done weren’t no more than he deserved, less in fact. But I eased off when blood seeped from his ears.

“Well, then, Mr. Obrin, sir, I reckon you’re willing to attend me without no back talk. First off, clear these damned trolls out of here. I can’t hardly hear myself think.”

Obrin signaled limply to the trolls, who shambled hurriedly away. When the last of them had skulked off, I says, “Now to the situation. I didn’t care for what you done to my friend, Spry. Make him right, the way he were, all in one piece. Get me, Mr. Obrin? Don’t tell me it ain’t possible, because I got the highest appreciation of your ability.”

Obrin dutifully made a string of passes that caused a geyser of sparks to coalesce into the outline of a human body, the embers becoming solid, leaving behind Spry himself. At another agitation of Obrin’s fingers, new limbs sprouted in place of the missing ones and within minutes Spry were whole again, with not even scars to certify what he’d endured. Then his eyes fluttered open.

“What’s this? Where are we? And what’s Mr. Obrin doing there?”

“Never mind,” I says. “Take it from me, Spry, you wouldn’t care to know. Now set down out of the way. Mr. Obrin and I have business.”

“Yes,” whispers the flies. “Now’s the time, Dagget. Time to keep your promise, time to free us from this evil and let us die.”

But I was drunk with the knowledge that I could submit Obrin to my will with the littlest pressure of my fingers. I says to him, “Get Scrive here, Mr. Obrin.”

The wizard summoned more incandescence, which became Ergot Scrive. The fence quickly grasped what were happening. He strode forward and says, “Dagget, you’ve been up to mischief. Give me that thing quick, if you know what’s good.”

“No, Mr. Scrive,” I answers. “You listen to me now, like Mr. Obrin. You done me and Spry wrong, and I aim to make it right.”

“Wrong?” he asks. “Wrong? I treated you lads like you were my own sons. I fed and clothed you and put money in your pocket. Where would you be without me?”

To this day I’ve yet to meet a man as convincing as Scrive. That I survived weren’t due to any strength of character but because the flies recalled me to myself, their buzzing drawing my attention to the fact that there weren’t just one insect orbiting me, or two, or three, or a dozen, but scores. My rage burst forth and I screams, “Do it to him, Mr. Obrin. Hurt the bastard.”

For the first time, Scrive became conscious of peril and he wet his lips nervously while turning to the wizard and saying, “Now, Yarely, you’re not intending to listen to the boy?”

“Unfortunately, Ergot, he has the best of me.”

The wizard caused energy to envelop Ergot Scrive and slice into him like knives. Scrive howled at the first cut, but there were no escaping Obrin’s spell. I enjoyed watching him being carved up. The flies did, too.

“Now’s the moment,” they whispers. “Seize it now and free us. Seize it and slay us, release us into death.”

“Yes, yes, good flies. That I will, just as I said. But first I must take care of one last thing.” I turned to the wizard. “Mr. Obrin, I figure it’s only right that me and Spry get repaid for what you and Scrive done to us. I want money, right here, right now.”

“Money, Dagget?” he says. “Why, nothing could be simpler.”

Obrin unleashed an incantation that filled the space with treasure beyond dreams of avarice. There were ingots of gold and gold pieces, necklaces of gold and gold rings, bars of silver and silver ornaments, precious jewels, figurines of ivory and jade, pearls the size of plums. Spry gave a great cry and began sifting through the coins and gems. I, too, were overwhelmed, just as Obrin had hoped. He weren’t slow in taking advantage of my bewilderment, edging forward and grabbing my wrist in such a way that I could neither open my fingers nor close them.

He put his face next to mine and hisses, “You think Farley and Ergot had the worst of it, did you, lad? Well, Dagget, you have another think coming.”

I flailed wretchedly, unable to free myself but at least keeping the egg out of reach. Soon we were wrestling, first him on top and then me, until we were gulping like fish as we scrabbled for footing upon the treasure. Then Obrin got a grasp on my neck and wouldn’t let go. But the flies swarmed upon his face, biting until he had to release me in order to swat them away. I knew my life were measured in seconds or minutes.

Obrin was pressing me flat on my back, my hands pinned above my head. Finally, I managed to force open my fingers a little. I did my best to aim the egg toward my mouth, but it wobbled to within an inch of my lips and came to a stop.

The wizard understood immediately what I was trying to do.

He butted my head with his own in an attempt to stop me, but I ignored the pain and stuck out my tongue, trying to reach the egg.

It rolled to one side. Obrin battered my face again. Finally, the egg rolled sufficiently close. And then I—I didn’t think about it. You’ve got to understand. You’ve got to believe. I weren’t thinking clearly.

I sank my teeth through the leathery shell into the organ the egg contained. Bitter fluid spurted into my mouth, but that didn’t stop me from tearing at the heart and eating the tainted stuff while Obrin had seizures with each bite I took.

The heart were so putrid that my gorge rose, but I choked it down, savoring each swallow as it robbed the wizard of vitality. And then life ebbed from him, like it does from every mortal, leaving behind an inert husk. I were so dazed that it took a while for me to understand he were dead. And I were so pained by a multitude of scrapes that it were some time before I took pleasure in having survived.

But then the whispering of the flies reminded me of what I’d done, of what I’d left undone, of what I’d neglected to do.

***

Night had fallen while the old man spoke. Cray stared at his mug, discovering it empty, and glanced toward his secretary and the guard lieutenant. Both men wore expressions as unfamiliar to him as the thoughts within his own mind. It required effort to break the silence.

“Pour him another,” Cray instructed.

His words recalled the others to themselves. The lieutenant asked, “Mr. Dagget, what of the gold?”

“The gold, young man? Spry and me, we took the gold, every last grain. What else was we to do, leave it for the trolls? Made us rich, although I used up my share years ago. Spry, however, he put his part to good exercise. Lives in the capital in a fine mansion. Changed his name, too. You’d recognize it if I was to tell what it were.”

“And the flies—what about the flies?” Cray’s secretary asked.

“The flies?” asked the old man. “Why, sir, it is as you see. Here they are, all of them. Willem and Jon and Felix and Garth and Julian and Darwin and the others…” He slapped at the insects as he named them, crushing the small bodies and wiping the remains on his shirt. “Yes,” Dagget went on, “my friends are with me. I kill them every day, but it ain’t of no use, seeing as how they can’t die, not for long. Why, here’s Felix back already, returned from the grave, so to speak.”

“There was nothing you could do for them?” Cray asked.

“Nothing. I spent my youth and Obrin’s gold searching for a way to end the damned enchantment. I hunted down sorcerers and witches and grand wizards and hedge wizards and magicians of every stripe. But not one could touch the spell, it were so potent. Obrin were a filthy paragon and there ain’t a man alive who is his equal. No, sir, because of what I done, because of my greed, because of my gluttony for vengeance, because of how I was corrupted by the power I held, they’re flies still, and flies they’ll remain for a hundred years or ten thousand years, until the magic leaches away and allows them the respite of real death.”

The old man glared madly into the dark, his eyes stained with tears. The motion agitated the insects. Cray thought he heard words in the buzzing but wasn’t sure.

After a moment, he said, “The flies must hate you very much to have haunted you for so long.”

“Hate?” Dagget said. “No, sir. That ain’t it. Them flies is my friends. They forgave me long ago. But I’ll learn you something remarkable, sir. You might even think it amusing, if you’re a man of irony.” He stared from one to another of his audience. “The flies forgave me long ago,” Dagget repeated. “But, you see, sir, the thing is…I can’t forgive myself.”

I am the Weapon by Douglas Kolacki

The fires rose in Tokyo. ­­They jetted down from the sky, touching roofs and vehicles and trees. They raced over hills and whipped up gusts of superheated air, scattering sparks and bits of burning wood and paper. Flames twisted in the wind. Houses, silhouetted black against the inferno, ignited and burned, lit from the inside like paper lanterns. Nothing more was green, or cool enough even to touch; the city was erupting into a volcano fed by wave after wave of yellow fire spewed by the beasts coasting in formation overhead.

Katsumi Kurahawa fled up a street, leading her younger brother by the hand. Sweat stung her eyes, and she kept wiping her face with her free hand.

“Yasuo.” She pulled him close as a plank flew past, turned into a flaming missile by winds approaching hurricane force. People hurried by, dragging mattresses or whatever belongings they could manage. The only smell now was smoke, along with something rancid that Katsumi spat out and hoped wasn’t burning flesh. Red anti-aircraft bursts sent dotted red lines across the sky. Now visible, now hidden by the smoke, she glimpsed the dragons.

The green and brown of their angled, scaly bodies showed plainly in the glare from below. Three V-shaped formations appeared, flying at staggered heights, descending to rooftop level and opening their jaws to belch their flamethrower-breaths. Each formation cued off its leader, the rest of the beasts vomiting out their fire an instant after the lead. For three or four seconds they coasted, across streets, over neighborhoods, heedless of whatever or whoever their flames might catch, before rising again with lazy beats of their wings.

Everywhere she looked, north, south, up, and down, she saw the same flames, the same buildings collapsing, the same whirlwind of smoldering debris. In all this, the hurricane howled, the descending dragons now visibly straining. The wind caught the flames spewing from their mouths, blowing some out like candles. Still the beasts arrived, formation after formation, descending, blowing and rising, descending, blowing and rising, flapping madly now, they came. The whole world had been caught in one great forest fire racing from neighborhood to neighborhood, the earth’s superheated core breaking to the surface to ignite the world into a second sun. And still they came.

A clear path remained up the street. Katsumi tugged Yasuo toward it, jostling in the crowd. They had lost Mother and Father in the stampede, but Father had mentioned the Sumida River.

“Can we go home?” For the past several minutes, the boy had pleaded this, scampering in his shorts and shirt. “Please, can’t we just go home? Mother and Father are there. I know they are.”

“The river, Yasuo.” She must keep her mind on that. The river, yes, get to the river and find them and then we will be safe.

There was no doubt who had sent the flying beasts. Stenciled in white on the underside of each left wing was a white star, and on each tail a white number with a dash.

The Americans knew, of course. It had never been a secret. Japan was built of densely packed wooden homes, and many of these served as shadow factories, manufacturing munitions and war parts. If the enemy was able to capture European dragons and train them for war, as ancient India had done with elephants, then they knew their massive high-flying bombers were not needed…especially since their precision bombing was proving ineffective.

All of Tokyo was wood and paper. An attacker only needed to set fires.

Clutching Yasuo’s hand, bathed in sweat and her whole body sunburned, Katsumi recoiled.

One of the creatures had lost control. The hurricane caught it, whipping it like a scrap of paper. It plummeted, shearing a roof and thudding to the packed street in a shower of sparks and flaming shards. People fled from it.

The dragon closed its eyes, opened them, emitted a deep growl, and lifted into the air again. Spreading its wings—its span could cover two homes—it shot skyward, disappearing behind a column of smoke. Tangled bodies marked where it had fallen, arms and legs, blood and wet entrails.

By now, the beasts had abandoned any attempts at remaining in formation. The flames had grown to where they generated their own cyclone. It caught and threw and battered them, the reptiles pitched back and forth like the sparks and debris.

Most remained aloft. But Katsumi saw another dragon, corkscrewing down, wings tight against its body, disappearing over a rise. She neither saw nor heard the impact.

Yasuo cried out and gave his sister a shove. She slammed to the street, face in the dirt as a shadow flashed over them. An instant later an impact shook the ground, as if a great building had toppled.

Katsumi, spitting out dirt, looked up.

Another fallen dragon—but this one differed from the rest. She had not seen one like it among all the attackers tonight. This beast lacked all aerodynamic grace. It was round, squat, a leather boulder with wings and teeth and white-hot slit eyes. Spines like a stegosaurus encumbered its back. Its wings were too short and too stubby, and its face sloped into a pug-nosed snout.

“Katsumi?” Yasuo tried to pull her to her feet. She saw the dragon and opened her mouth, heedless of her brother tugging on her arm. She shook him off, got up, and sprinted toward the fallen beast.

The dragon was floundering in the dirt, making the same deep grumbles as the first one. Katsumi knelt by a monstrous eye that, while glaring with inner heat, seemed to have a lazy look. Perhaps the impact had dazed it.

“Mr. Dragon? Is…is it really you?” She spoke not Japanese, or even the Mandarin Chinese, of which she knew a smattering, but a strained speech of throat and timed whistles. The beast did not react save to close and open its eyes.

“Mr. Dragon?” she repeated in the language.

Yasuo, standing back with a gathering crowd of onlookers, yelled. Rumbles sounded, more from the beast’s throat than its mouth, rising and falling, punctuated with snorts like a horse sneezing. With each snort, traces of smoke puffed from its nostrils.

For the first time in what seemed a lifetime, back when the world was normal and nothing was on fire and there was no need to flee or be afraid, Katsumi’s heart lifted.

“Don’t be afraid, Yasuo. It’s speaking to me.”

“It talks?”

She uttered a few more words, clumsily rendered in her far smaller human throat and mouth. The dragon rumbled, snorted again, lifting its head. Onlookers fled, while Yasuo held tight to his sister’s arm.

Katsumi heard it thus, “Young girl. Yes, I remember you. You found me by the sea after a storm and called me Watatsumi. I corrected you that I was a fire dragon, not water, and was blown down by a storm while traveling—”

In its own speech, she replied, “You were half-drowned. I pulled you from the water, but I think you pushed me more than I pulled you.”

“Katsumi?” Yasuo said, keeping his distance.

She spoke over her shoulder to him. “Remember all those days when I said I was visiting a friend, and you thought it was a boy and teased me that I’d be married any day now? I was learning the dragon’s speech.”

Yasuo wagged his disheveled head slowly from side to side, and for a moment, he seemed to forget even the inferno erupting all around him.

The beast closed and opened its eye again. Its pupil was narrow, like a cat’s, and large enough for Katsumi to put her hand through.

“Can you help us find our mother and father?” she asked.

Yasuo called out, “They’re at home. I know they are. Can’t we just go home?”

The beast squirmed in an effort to flatten its squat bulk. “Climb onto my back.”

“Here, Yasuo.” She lifted him up. “It won’t harm you.” He climbed, scrambled between two of the spines. The girl followed, straddling the creature, wedging her brother between herself and the spine he was hugging with both arms.

Onlookers murmured, and some asked what they were doing. Katsumi ignored them. The dragon flapped its impossibly short wings once, twice, then left the ground, borne up by the hot air, higher by the instant until dizziness seized the girl and Tokyo lay too far beneath her. She glimpsed a crew pumping water by hand, and a red row of bursting anti-aircraft shells. Katsumi scrunched down, covering Yasuo with her body—she had forgotten about those.

The dragon passed through a thick column of smoke that caught her full in her open mouth, and she sputtered out coughing.

“Which way?” the beast rumbled.

“They are by the river, or one of the canals. May we search all the canals?”

The dragon, in an unexpectedly graceful move, wheeled toward the Sumida. Katsumi looked down.

Her city was a sea of flames. People were flocking, crowding all along the riverbanks. Thousands were gathering at the canals. Many had thrown themselves in and bobbed in the muck, heads just above the surface. Katsumi imagined, tried not to imagine, the flames sucking away their breathing air, the water growing hotter and hotter until people boiled alive.

And Mother and Father are down there…

The dragon’s wings beat the warm air rapidly, almost blurry like a hummingbird’s in the glow from beneath. Here it was more bearable; her skin no longer stung, the wind drying her sweaty skin and singed clothes. But periodic gusts tried to tug her from her mount. She hugged her brother tighter.

“We will fly lower.” The dragon descended.

This was dangerous. The beast could crash again, and its passengers with it. But Katsumi held her breath, the creature holding its wings steady, circling down toward the conflagration.

The closer they got, the more she saw the situation was hopeless. There was no counting the crowds fleeing to the parks and gardens lining the Sumida’s banks. As she watched, people there were pressed in by new arrivals, forced over the edge and toppling by the dozens to splash in the river. Could they swim?

“We’ll search all night if we have to!” Katsumi barked it out, an order, like the ones given by her father during his time in the Marines. “Do you hear me, Mr. Dragon?”

No telling how such a beast would respond. But it merely grunted an assent and went on beating its wings against the wind. “Young girl, we will search if you wish. But know that this will not be the only night. We are to keep burning your cities—”

“Why?” Katsumi slapped the creature’s back. “Why are you helping the Americans?”

“I found them on Okinawa. I was drawn by their machines of war that breathe fire as we do. They fed me and have been good to me.”

“But you’re destroying our homeland!” Why could it not understand? This reptile seemed to think like an automaton.

“Because you understand our speech,” it went on in that same maddening matter-of-fact tone, “I can tell you of things no one else yet knows. The worst is yet to come—”

“The worst?” She wanted to cry, but fought back the tears. “How could this possibly become any worse?”

“What’s he saying, Katsumi?” her brother asked.

“A new weapon is coming,” said the dragon. “One that can burn a whole city in an instant.”

An instant? “How can this be?”

“Young girl, my masters did not want me to come tonight. But the will of a dragon can only be denied for so long. I would not endure the disgrace of remaining on the ground while my brothers and sisters fly to vent their flames. When a dragon’s mind is made up, it is impossible to restrain him.”

“Why did they not want you to go?”

“Because, young girl, I am that weapon—”

Suddenly she wanted to jump off and pull Yasuo with her, to plummet to the river and meet an honorable end smashing to its surface. From this altitude, it would be like hitting concrete. They might well strike fellow citizens, but that would be better than boiling alive. But she bit her lip, steeled herself. The self-control she had learned during the sufferings of this war took hold.

“You, yourself, are this weapon?”

“Yes, though I will not explode tonight. I am a freak among dragons, and the oldest here now. We normally age far past the ability to vent flames. But I could go on for centuries until I die. Very few dragons receive this gift.”

“But an entire city at once?”

“A dragon must not die on the ground of old age. A dragon chooses a time and self-combusts. It is simply a matter of building up heat and pressure in my chest, holding in it until it takes over.”

Katsumi chewed her lip, thinking. “Would there be, perhaps…a freak Watatsumi? One that explodes not fire, but water?”

“I know little of the Watatsumi—”

“May we search for one?”

“If you wish. I should like to fly out to sea. I have vented enough for now, and even a dragon can grow tired of heat.”

It banked back toward the ocean.

***

In a few minutes, the hot gale subsided. Cool air, smelling of the ocean, refreshed Katsumi’s face. She did not look back, dared not look back at her burning city. Each time she closed her eyes, she relived it all; the people on fire or pushed into the river, hit by flaming debris and squashed like insects by fallen dragons. She had forgotten a world still existed outside the inferno.

“Katsumi?”

“Yes, Yasuo?”

The boy spoke slowly. “There’s no more home, is there?”

She had been about to direct him to watch for Watatsumi in the swells below. But now her tongue stiffened in her mouth. Her brother began to cry.

“It’s all right, Yasuo. It will be all right.”

“Our home is gone…and now Mother and Father…” His words choked in sobs and his body heaved.

Slowly, her heart sank. What if they did find a Watatsumi? Those were not so common as tuna or mackerel. And they lived mostly beneath the surface, like whales. One might search for days before sighting one. And then, of course, there was almost no chance of finding some exceptional water beast that could extinguish all of Tokyo.

The dragon seemed to sense this, for it said: “Young girl, even if we found now what you seek—”

She turned her eyes homeward. A wall of flame devoured the city, somehow even more terrifying from a distance, and something inside her died as she accepted it at last. Mother and Father were gone. The home where she had grown up and where Yasuo had been born, mother’s garden in the back and the kamidama shrine, father’s old uniforms that schoolgirl Katsumi insisted on dusting herself, his medals that she knew by heart—all were gone. Yet even now, those ragged arrow-shaped formations kept coming.

“Mr. Dragon.” Her voice was choked. “You once told me dragons can fly very fast…faster than any airplane?”

“Yes, that is true.”

“Could you fly all the way to America?”

It hesitated before answering. “I have flown that way on occasion before. It takes between one and two days, with stops to feed—”

“You see what they’ve done to our land, your homeland, what you have done for them. They have never suffered this way, except for one of their islands. Shouldn’t that damage be balanced?”

“Little girl,” it said. “Are you not aware, my kind has burned cities in China for your army?”

What? No, she had not heard about this. And the dragon stated it with such perfect innocence, a simple fact of life. It continued, “And in Europe, some years ago, my kind have burned buildings for Germany.”

“But why?” She slapped its scaly back, then slapped it again. “Why do this for anyone?”

But she thought she knew. Horses, elephants, dragons—they could be trained by anyone who knew how. And Japan, of course, had its dragons too. “You’re burning everyone alive!”

“The destroying was happening before us. And my masters feed me well. Food was difficult to find here.”

“But you’re making it so much worse, don’t you see?”

The beast did not reply. Fire was a dragon’s element; seeing everything burn was just normal life to them. But what about all the people, the suffering, the cries? Maybe they saw humans the way humans saw bugs… It was as if its brain, however big or small that was, could only fix on one thought at a time. How to change that thought, if even all this horror could not do it?

“Take us down,” she said. “Please.”

The dragon bore them back west, across the bay to the city, back into the heat and the corpses and the walls of flame, then glided down to a grassy area by the riverbank and set itself down with surprising grace. The people around it backed away, but did not cry out. No one had the strength left to cry out or flee.

Katsumi half-slid, half-fell off, then helped Yasuo down. What she had in mind would never have occurred to her in the years of peace, when Father spent his days with his books and Mother tended her garden and all was well. But now fire and death had overrun her whole world, confronting her everywhere she looked, stinking in her nostrils, and it was all there was.

So she went around the dragon as it shifted on the grass, tail twitching. She bowed as if to the Emperor.

“Mr. Dragon, you spoke of food. I am young, only thirteen—”

Yasuo squealed, seized and hugged her from behind, crying. “No, Katsumi, no.”

“You may have me, Mr. Dragon,” she shouted over her brother, “if you will go and burn the U.S. capital city. I’m better than whatever the Americans are feeding you, and you will exit honorably, repaying flame with flame.”

She felt the dragon’s heat and its moist breath, heard it snort. Its breath smelled of burnt charcoal. It was directly in front of her, looking her over. She trembled, wanted to panic and bolt, but where to go? She held herself in place, the beast’s breath washing over her, and waited.

The dragon drew back. “Little girl, you helped me from the water years ago. If you want this so badly that you offer your own flesh, then you shall have it. I will do as you ask.”

“Thank you, Mr. Dragon, thank you!” She sprang forward, embraced its leathery head, felt its skin tense. She jumped back, tottered, regained her balance. “Thank you.”

It straightened itself up, as far as such a misshapen creature could, and spread its wings. “But little girl, be aware. Other freaks like myself do exist, if very few, in different parts of the world. And no one can know what the future holds.”

She did not care about this, could not register it. The fiery holocaust that her city had become and the parents she would never see again, did not allow her to care. She had something to hold on to now, a hope, and that was far more precious than any possibility. Worry about possibilities tomorrow, if any tomorrow for Japan remained.

She bowed. “Goodbye, Mr. Dragon.”

She backed away, Yasuo locking his arms around her waist. The dragon shuddered and sprang into the air, wings blurring, ascending eastward into the sky. In a few moments, it vanished in the smoke and the darkness.

The River’s Call by Emily Ash

My little brother’s eyes are bright as he stares up at me from his cushion on the floor of our two-bedroom apartment, our older sister on the chair next to him, rolling her eyes at his tipsy ramblings.

“Everyone’s heard the stories by now—how don’t you know this?” he exclaims. “On nights with a clear sky, from spring through the fall but never in winter, you’ll hear singing coming from the river. If you go looking for the source, you’ll find a beautiful woman in the water, but if you get too close to the river’s edge then—”

“Stop that!” Kenzie screams as Derek pulls her from her favorite chair and onto the hardwood next to him, illustrating the point he was trying to make: approach the woman in the water, she’ll drag you under. Tale as old as time. But not in Southwestern Ontario, typically.

“That doesn’t even make sense—how would something like a mermaid or whatever this woman is have even gotten here?” I question. “We’re nowhere near the ocean, and I can’t think of any North American cryptids like that off the top of my head.”

“Well, that’s easy! That river? It used to be a shipping route a long time ago. It was obviously deeper and wider then and ended right in downtown Olive Grove. She probably came with one of the ships and got stuck here.”

“But why would—”

“Just stop already! It’s a spooky story, and I want to check it out, so let’s just go.” Derek stares intently at me, daring me to disagree. “It’s the first warm week of the year that isn’t supposed to cool down again, and you’re sober so you can drive.”

I’m so looking forward to saying “I told you so” when nothing happens. I scoop my keys off the linoleum counter, and Derek hops to his feet.

“All right! Let’s go! Coming Kenz?” She slowly uses the chair she had been sitting in to pull herself back to standing and shakes her head, long blonde hair falling in front of her face as she does so.

“I’ll leave the door unlocked for you, but I’m going to bed. You know I don’t tangle with this stuff.” And we do. Olive Grove is known for its oddities—multiple paranormal sightings have happened here over the years, along with strange disappearances and even a cult that was just disbanded a couple of years ago—but she refuses to get involved with investigating any of them. Our younger brother, on the other hand…

“Fine, but we won’t share the fame when our discovery makes the news,” he quips as he struts out the front door of the apartment and heads for the stairs to the lobby.

I roll my eyes and shake my head, prompting a soft smile and shrug from the oldest Smith child as she turns her back to us and walks deeper into the apartment.

Derek is already at the car when I get there, sitting on the trunk hatch. “Hurry up, slow poke!”

“Okay ground rules: quiet down, at least act sober since you’re still two years too young to be drinking and I’m not getting arrested because of you. And do not leave my sight being near water in your state.”

“Ugh fine. Isn’t Kenz supposed to be the rules one?”

Technically true; Kenzie is his legal guardian now—she’s been doing a pretty good job at it, too, the past couple months, even if she has been a little lax on some rules. Like with the alcohol.

I buckle into the driver’s seat and slowly back the car out of its spot. I hate using it—the only thing left of our parents, after all. But Derek will not be dissuaded, and driving feels safer than walking this late at night, even in a sleepy town like Olive Grove.

The streetlamps flicker overhead as we drive down the empty street towards the bridge connecting the north and south parts of town. There’s a small footpath down to the river’s edge there, and the riverbank is pretty flat and easily traversed at that point. It’s probably the best spot to check out this rumor.

“We need to go further up the river! She’s seen where it ends!” Derek whines as I pull over.

“You’ll just have to put up with this. If we hear the singing, we can follow it there, but I’m not driving gravel roads in the middle of the night in a fifteen-year-old beater.” But we’re not going to hear anything, because whatever creature these rumors are trying to invoke an image of doesn’t exist.

It can’t exist, right?

None of the paranormal sightings have been proven real—most people think they’re diversions created by the cult to keep eyes off them, and now that the cult is gone, most of the sightings have stopped. This was probably just another one of those stories.

Ghost stories.

As I slip through these comforting thoughts, Derek saunters on up ahead, slowly getting sulkier and sulkier the further he goes without hearing anything but the crickets chirping, frogs groaning, and the occasional owl somewhere in the distance. The mud squishes beneath his no-longer-white sneakers, and the light of the full moon overhead and streetlights on the bridge light up his auburn hair and the water to his right, giving the entire scene a haunted appearance. Why is he insisting on doing this? Everything, especially running water, is so much more dangerous at night. A good older brother would have shut it down before we left, but I was too concerned with being right…

Something moves in the corner of my eye, and I whip around to look at the river’s surface.

“What is it?” Derek comes running, noticing my reaction and getting excited.

“I thought I saw something, probably just a frog or a fish. Whatever it was, all that’s left now are ripples,” I reply, and notice that I very much sound like I’m trying to convince myself more than him. The time of night and the glow of the moon around us has me spooked more than I’d like to admit.

And then a soft sound, sweet and gentle as wind through the branches of a willow, rings out over the water’s surface.

“You heard it too!” Derek exclaims, seeing the shock in my face. “C’mon!” He takes off sprinting through the mud towards the pond at the end of the river just outside of town, flinging mud and God knows what else behind him with every step.

Frozen in place, I’m not sure what to trust. I swear I heard a woman asking—begging—me to listen to her, but I can’t hear her anymore. I want to, and so I stand as still as I can, close my eyes, and listen. But the voice doesn’t come. All I can hear are Derek’s footsteps as they fade away, and I briefly feel anger at him for interrupting the beautiful sound of the woman.

But then I can’t hear him anymore.

Come to think of it, I don’t hear anything anymore.

The birds, crickets, and frogs that are normally so plentiful around the river at night have fallen eerily silent. That snaps me back to reality. If nothing feels safe making a sound, then we’re in danger, and I need to get my little brother back. I take off running after him.

The mud squelches beneath my feet as the water gently laps at the shore, feeling like it’s inching further up the bank and closer to me with every step. Why was I so content to stand there and listen while my baby brother took off into the night? And if it has something to do with the voice, why didn’t he react the same way?

My chest feels tighter the further I run, and I can’t seem to catch my breath. I slow down, and then a silvery voice on the wind echoes clearer than before in my ears, “Listen.”

My feet root to the spot, almost pitching me forward into the mud with the sudden halt in momentum, and I instinctively close my eyes to focus on the surrounding noises. Somewhere in the back of my mind is the nagging feeling that there’s something more important I need to be doing, but I can’t quite recall what that is. I just want to listen to the sounds of the night and that beautiful voice. But it doesn’t come again, and all at once the nagging feeling becomes a remembering: Derek. The night is still eerily silent, and I don’t know what the hell I was listening for, but clearly something isn’t right.

I start forward again, more cautiously this time. I don’t know what’s going on, but I know it isn’t good. This strange voice seems to have power over me, and I don’t like it. But my God, if it isn’t beautiful…

I see a flash of light just up ahead as Derek holds his phone out in front of him, facing the river. I assume he’s getting a video of whatever is happening. A pit forms in my stomach as he inches closer to the water’s edge; a silvery snake wrapping around the safety of the mud and grass beneath our feet, waiting to pull him under just like the woman in his story.

“Do you see anything?” He calls back to me, and before I can reply, something swishes stealthily in the deepest part of the river, gently slipping along the surface before disappearing back into the depths, leaving only bubbles behind. I force myself not to jump, that would just send Derek into a frenzy, and if something is here, this is the last place I want him to be.

“No,” I lie through gritted teeth. “Nothing. Why don’t we call it a night? It’s getting—”

“Listen to me.” The whisper-soft voice commands. This time, instead of silence, a beautiful song fills my ears and carries me away. I try to focus on Derek as he straightens up, staring into the reservoir at the end of the river in front of him, one foot inching closer still to the silvery water. But the world inevitably fades away as I listen to the wordless melody echoing in my ears and forget exactly why I’m here, or who I was supposed to be following. I know I wanted to leave, but now that idea seems ridiculous—why wouldn’t I stay for such a heartfelt performance?

I feel a strange weightlessness and then something hitting my side and cradling my head—did I fall into the mud? It doesn’t hurt like it should, but that’s what the sensation reminds me of. I can’t open my eyes to check, fully engrossed in the beauty of the song that surrounds me so entirely, I lose track of where I am.

The edges of my vision darken as bubbles break the water’s surface and the song abruptly ends.

The voice whispers, “Sleep now, young one. Sleep, and forget.”

And so, I sleep.

***


I try to open my eyes, but the light is too bright. What happened? Where am I? My throat feels like I swallowed razors, and it hurts to breathe.

“Travis?” Someone calls my name, but it’s muffled. The light is making my head hurt.

“Travis, please wake up. Look at me!”

A bit clearer now, and familiar. I turn my head towards the sound and try to open my eyes again. It’s still too bright, but not looking directly up helps a little. Kenzie is sitting next to me, holding my hand. Her eyes are red and swollen, and her cheeks are stained from tears. The backdrop looks like a hospital room. How did I get here? I try to speak, but a hoarse grumble is all that comes out.

“Don’t,” she says quietly, shaking her head. “You’ll just hurt yourself. The doctors said you must’ve inhaled a lot of silt while you were underwater. Your throat’s scratched up pretty bad. Do you remember what happened?”

A simple question, but I can’t answer it. I think as hard as I can, but I don’t remember anything after getting out of the car at the river access point. Derek was walking in front of me and then…

I close my eyes and try to focus on what came next, but swirling darkness is all I see. I shake my head.

“Do you know where Derek is?” That snaps me to full attention. What does she mean? He wasn’t with me?

“I’ll take that as a no. Ms. Crowley was out walking her dogs along the riverbank and saw your hand sticking out of the water, she pulled you out and called 911, did first aid until they got there. But she said you were alone. Your pockets were empty, so the police think you two got mugged, but there’s been no sign of Derek anywhere. I never should have let you guys go down there…” Her voice breaks, and she sobs.

I squeeze her hand, but I can feel the tears streaming down my face as well. I want to remember, I want to help find him…but I’m coming up blank. A couple of uniformed officers knock on the open door and ask if it’s a good time. Kenzie hands me a pen and paper so that I don’t hurt my throat anymore. Not that I’ll be any help…

In the end, the botched mugging is the story the police go with, but I can’t rid myself of the nagging feeling that there’s much more to it than that. If I was in the river, why wouldn’t Derek have been there too? We should have found him by now. The story he told me rings in my ears over and over again, and I wonder if maybe there’s a hint of truth in any of those words. I wish I could remember. It terrifies me that I can’t, and that he could vanish so completely.

Kenzie and I petition for the river to be searched. When the divers find nothing, we petition for it to be dredged. They don’t find so much as a scrap of clothing. We put up posters in all the towns of the county, pester the police as much as we can, and do everything we can to not sit still and wait for bad news.

As weeks turn to months, we just can’t let him go. I lock our shared room and sleep on the couch to avoid all the reminders of him that we can’t bear to part with, but also can’t bear to see. We try to hold out hope that we’ll find him; that he got mixed up with whoever robbed us, and he’ll walk through the door any day. But the police can’t track his phone—can’t even find it on the network, so it’s turned off or dead—and no one in the entire county has seen him anywhere. He’s seemingly disappeared without a trace.

And there’s one more strange thing.

Every night when I close my eyes to go to sleep, all I see is bubbles rising through muddy water, and hear a voice calling, urging me back to the river’s edge.

And I’m afraid that one of these nights, I might listen.

Forward! for the Pale Christ by John Picinich

“In the gated ghettos, whenever a nonbeliever is chosen for a work battalion, his family and friends hold a funeral for his day of departure because they know they’ll never see him again,” Bartholomew 3526 said softly to his fellow Guard, James 8188, in the darkness.

James 8188 grunted and held his Prayer Book of Saint Donald to his breastplate, mouthing verses.

Bartholomew 3526 clenched his fists, banishing butterflies before the arrest. Every Guard of the Pale Christ took the name of one of the Apostles, except Judas Iscariot, the betrayer.

Thirteen minutes later, at 0210 one raw March morning in the city of Christ’s Cross in the Heartland of the Holy Homeland during Year Four of the Bat Flu, the two civil officers of sacred law and order put on their black visored helmets and marched down the hallway of the fifth floor of Building Unit No. 6 and halted in front of Apartment No. 523. 

A stillness descended. Bartholomew 3526 pictured the residents holding their collective breaths behind the thin walls of their apartments and hoping, no doubt, to become invisible to the policing eyes of the Pale Christ.

When their backup arrived, James 8188 banged on the apartment door with his mailed fist a dozen times.

“Guards of the Pale Christ!” Bartholomew 3526 shouted through his face mask, his voice amplified via the speaker in the high crest of his helmet.

They broke through, splintering the door jamb, and fanned out. A one-armed man, groggy with sleep and not wearing a face mask, stood shaking in the bedroom’s doorway. He had lost his left arm during the Second War of Expansion when the Homeland conquered the fertile farmlands of the northern prairies, according to the security file on him.

“What for?” the man stammered.

“Shut up, you papist!” one of the Guards barked.

“I renounced it years ago!”

James 8188 grabbed the man, slammed him against the wall, and pulled a black hood over his head. Just then, his gaunt wife and son peeked through the bedroom doorway.

Bartholomew 3526 took her by the arm and shoved her toward Simon 7142. They had a quota to fill.

“Our son!” she cried, staring at the Guard emblem on his black breastplate: a round red shield with a pure white skeleton on it, arms outstretched and legs together in the shape of the cross.

“It’s the cages for him,” Bartholomew 3526 said in a voice without inflection, handing the boy over to James 9503. The six-year-old would be renamed and fostered out to a good Christian family in the Farmlands, destined to be a field hand. It was the best a heretic child could hope for.

While the woman and child were masked and taken to the elevator, Bartholomew 3526 and James 8188 ran the man, clad only in his nightshirt and barefoot, down the five flights of wooden stairs to the lobby, through the building’s front door, and across the cracked sidewalk to the waiting black van where their lieutenant stood holding a tablet.

“We have the prisoner, Reverend Lieutenant,” James 8188 said.

They manhandled him into the back of the van and slammed the door. His wife and son were taken elsewhere.

“Go see the Reverend Captain for your next orders,” the lieutenant said, pointing down the street.

As the two Guards marched in quick step along the sidewalk, they saw a squad of masked Bible Boys, teenage members of the Pale Christ’s Youth Auxiliary, pummel an old, bearded man to the ground and kick him. An elderly woman stood several paces away, her hands to her mouth.

“Bats in the belfry,” the Bible Boys chanted. “Bats in the belfry.”

A bystander approached. “They’re going to kill him. Make them stop.”

“I can’t see it,” Bartholomew 3526 replied, giving the bystander’s face a shot of peppered mace spray, which made him double up and drop to the ground. That would teach the nonbeliever to respect his Christian betters and speak only when spoken to. The officer smirked.

They were culling the herd tonight in this part of the city to combat the spread of the virus. Victims of Bat Flu showed symptoms of dementia before losing control of their limbs and dying soon afterward. It was the only way to bolster herd immunity, the President’s Revered Leadership Council issued in its Divine Doctrine on the subject, titled “Purging the Virus.”

Meanwhile, a troop of Zealots wearing riot gear and wielding shock sticks and shields formed a phalanx and charged a group of nonbelievers clustered in front of an old department store building. The Zealots were practicing crowd control tactics for their deployment to one of the occupied towns in the northern prairies of what had once been the country of Canada.

The Holy Homeland had been ordained to expand northward and southward after the East and West coasts were lost to the Great Flood in the previous generation. Only the Pale Christ’s blessing had stopped the flood waters at the Appalachian and Rocky Mountain ranges amid the chaos of melting polar ice caps, rising sea levels, sunken cities, and vanished islands.

The two whistled the tune “He’ll Take Manhattan” from back then. The Great Flood was the Pale Christ’s judgment on the perversions practiced by the unbelievers, drowning their coastal homes and damning them to perdition. Only the Heartland’s Christians had been upholding righteousness before the Great Flood, they were all taught in Patriotic Divinity School, and were rewarded with sole ownership of the northern continent.

At the direction of the Reverend Captain, Bartholomew 3526 and James 8188 got into one of five armored vehicles for transport to the southwest quadrant of Christ’s Cross for another heretic roundup. This shift had turned out to be busier than usual in doing the Pale Christ’s good work.

After throwing their fifth prisoner into a black van for transport to Church, which was their nickname for the detention center, Bartholomew 3526 and James 8188 searched another alleyway for suspects. The lights atop their helmets threw twin pools of light onto the littered ground.

“By the Blood of the Pale Christ,” James 8188 exclaimed as they came across a white-haired man sitting cross-legged with arms outstretched in a crumbling doorway. His eyes were shut, and he seemed to be meditating.

“That is against our Sacred Scripture,” Bartholomew 3526 said with a kick. He bent down to get a closer look at the man’s face. He pulled up in surprise. The face was craggy with wrinkles, some thin, some wide, some twisted, especially around the eyes and mouth. There was no smooth spot on the wizened, ancient face.

“It’s a native heathen,” James 8188 observed. “Looks like a mummy.”

“I thought they died out years ago.”

“They did. Time for this one to join them.” James 8188 pulled his pistol from the shoulder holster.

The old man’s eyelids snapped open. His eyeballs were milky white with an inhumanly opaque thickness. He smiled thinly. Then a bright white light flashed directly into the eyes of the two guards, blinding them.

“One dies now. One dies forever.” They both heard the voice with their minds, not their ears. Their vision returned, and they beheld a skeleton standing with arms outstretched and legs together in the shape of the cross, mimicking their emblem, as a clay pipe spun off the doorstep and fell into the sound of shattering shards.

James 8188 took his helmet off, pointed the pistol at his temple, pulled the trigger and committed the sin of suicide while Bartholomew 3526 watched, devoid of emotion.

The surviving guard took off his helmet and let it fall to the ground. Robot-like, he walked, dropping his gauntlets, shoulder pads, breastplate, elbow and knee pads, and finally shin guards as he left the alleyway. His uniform was red to symbolize the Blood of the Pale Christ.

On the main street, he joined a line of marchers heading toward the city center. There was something insubstantial about them, and their footfalls were silent. He looked behind, and the line stretched as far as he could see. He wouldn’t be surprised if it went well past the far horizon.

An army of ghosts, he thought. He looked more closely at his neighbors. They were nonbelievers, heretics, and heathens. None of them looked like him. He was among the enemy. But an apathetic enemy. No one looked back at him. No one made a motion to draw away from him. It was as if he was one of them. But he wasn’t! He was…he was… He tried to think. Then he realized he did not even know his own name now.

They marched on, the street a soundless stage. After a time, they came to the city center, then passed through it.

They marched under the sky of the darkest night. After a time, they came to the capital city, New Washington. They marched toward the wide square in the exact center of the capital.

Forward! The word had sounded with each step he took from the moment he had left the alleyway in Christ’s Cross. It deafened his mind.

In the square, they passed by the towering statue of Reverend Grand Marshall Christian IV, High Holy President of Homeland for Life. The statue stared into the long night, and did not save him. And the Pale Christ did not come down from Heaven to save him. And he saw the Guards of the Pale Christ deploy for the next heretic roundup; they did not save him, either.

The ghosts marched and marched in a line that stretched on and on.

And after a time, they passed the statue of Reverend Grand Marshall Christian VII, High Holy President of Homeland for Life. And as they marched past the Rockies, he noticed water dribbling through the highest peaks. Inevitably, Holy Homeland would drown like the coasts, he realized.

Folly! The word boomed in his mind, in cadence to their march over land and over water, circling the globe over and over again for all eternity.

Coffin Nails by Josh Reynolds

So. Let me set the scene, as they say.

Imagine a cramped office, the white plaster stained yellow by years of unfiltered cigarette smoke and hot plate meals. At a table, two men sit. One of them is me, and by me, I mean your humble narrator, Dan Moxey. The other is the sexton of Christchurch Cemetery, a guy named Cadwaller.

It should be mentioned that at this point in our story, Cadwaller had me at gunpoint. Now, off the record, this happens to me more than you might expect, so I was doing my best Sinatra impression—cool, calm, and condescending. But Cadwaller could have given the man himself lessons in equipoise. “Sun’s almost set. They’ll be out soon,” he said, and he might as well have been talking about the weather. But his words chilled me right to the bone. I didn’t know who “they” were, but I damn sure knew I didn’t want to meet them.

To cover my sudden attack of nerves, I did my due diligence and took in my surroundings—in this case, the sexton’s office. A good article always needs some descriptive fluff, if only to pad the word count. If I lived to write it, which didn’t seem all that likely in the moment, but I digress. The window to my left was papered over with innumerable layers of the Arkham Gazette, the local fishwrapper, and the incandescent tube overhead hummed and sputtered as if it was on its last filament. There was a cheesecake calendar—three years out of date I couldn’t help but note—pinned to the wall to my right, next to the window that looked out over Christchurch Cemetery.

Outside, the sun was low, and everything was painted in hues of orange and red. As Cadwaller had noted, night was coming on fast, and I had the distinct feeling I was running out of time. But mostly, I was thinking about how it was all my editor’s fault.

I’m convinced that every misfortune in my career to date can be laid at the size elevens of one Salvatore Vecoli. Sicilian by birth, dyspeptic by nature, Sal is the eagle that eternally pecks my liver; I seek to inform the public and he seeks to push gash copy. But that’s how things work at the Clark County Gazette—established 1909 and maintaining a record of respectful mediocrity for just over sixty years.

Only I wasn’t in Clark County now. I was in Arkham, Massachusetts and, as I’d come to learn, the rules here were different. For one thing, gambrel roofs went out of style in the last century, but Arkham is full of them. Give me a split-level ranch house any day. Or better yet, a nice apartment in Corona Heights.

You might be asking yourself why I was there in the first place. Well, it was Sal’s fault, as I said. One Gladys Whipple of Kingsport had baked a Boston cream pie for the record books, and Sal, in his infinite wisdom, had decided that our readers—all twelve of them—needed her recipe.

While I was diligently interviewing the old dear on cooking times, she made with the good gossip. Amidst the usual chatter was the mention of a police investigation into a suspicious death. A body was exhumed from the cemetery, only…there was no body to be found. Just an empty casket and a lot of uncomfortable questions.

So, I figured, being a reporter, I might as well start asking them. I bought a bus ticket to Arkham and started poking around—without mentioning it to Sal, mind. Better to ask forgiveness, right? Not my finest hour, I admit.

Right off the bus, I got a hinky feeling. Like a lot of places, the old was giving way to the new in Arkham, but not without a fight. Tasteful modern colonial homes rose along the hills across the river, contrasting with the unfashionable architecture prevalent in the town itself. The university had some commotion going on; protests are ubiquitous these days. There were drum circles in the quad and wilted flower children left over from the apogee of Haight-Ashbury roaming the streets.

But normal as it was, something about it was like looking at a crooked picture on the wall. Ask any reporter: we’ve got a second sense when it comes to knowing that something is wrong. And Arkham felt wrong.

Turns out the town had a lot going on, and I’m not talking about the nightlife. Bodysnatching was apparently an old tradition beneath those centuried gambrel roofs, going all the way back to the turn of the century and the cholera epidemic. But I wasn’t interested in fifty-year-old crimes—I wanted to know about more recent shenanigans.

The police, as expected, were of absolutely no help. They barely acknowledged the local newshounds, let alone an out-of-towner like me. The minute I started sniffing around, they started the usual song and dance—warnings against vagrancy, not-so-subtle hints to catch the next bus to Innsmouth, that sort of thing.

The locals were even more tight-lipped, which set off alarm bells in my head. In my experience, if the resident barflies don’t want to gab, you know something’s wrong. It was as if the whole town was in on it, whatever it was. Even the old gals at the Orne Library gave me the hairy eyeball when I asked about back-copies of the Arkham Gazette.

A smart guy would have gotten the hint. But me, well…Sal says I’ve got a terrier mentality: show me a story, and I worry it to death. I decided I’d gotten my teeth into something, even if I didn’t know what it was.

By then, I figured I might as well go right to the source of the whole business—Christchurch Cemetery. In retrospect, not the wisest decision of an otherwise sterling career in journalism, but hindsight is twenty-twenty.

The cemetery was on the lower south side of Arkham, about three blocks from the Miskatonic river, which suited me. The river was picturesque but smelled like oysters that had been too long in the sun.

Then, Arkham as a whole had a funny odor to it—the whiff of mystery, as someone more poetic might have put it. Me, I put it down to the river and left it at that.

Christchurch was big, and by big, I mean imagine the forests of the Pacific Northwest. Now replace the trees with headstones, and you’ve got the idea. A lot of people have died in Arkham over the years, and I guess most of them were in Christchurch Cemetery.

Something that big always has history to go with it, and Christchurch was no different. Arkham had started as just one more remote town in backwoods New England, and while there had been other burying grounds before it, Christchurch was the only one that rated a mention in the town records. At the time, I thought nothing of it.

Now, I can’t stop wondering. But I’m getting ahead of myself.

Cemeteries are not my favorite places. I need reminders of my own mortality the way I need a hole in the head. But Christchurch took the cake; it wasn’t gaudy or even particularly gloomy. The grass was manicured, the trees tastefully trimmed. Nonetheless, there was something unpleasant about it. You know the feeling when you walk into a house where somebody’s died, and you get a little chill? Christchurch was like that. Like every soul buried there was screaming for me to get out.

At the time, I chalked it up to the feng shui being off. How right I was.

As I followed the circuitous path from the entrance up to the sexton’s office, I was reminded of the swell of a termite mound; possibly not the image the town council was going for, but who am I to judge? I saw a few lonely souls here and there on my trek, but otherwise, I had the whole place to myself. I wondered when they locked up. Sunset was traditional, but Arkham seemed to have its own way of doing things. Either way, I wasn’t keen on the idea of being here after dark.

I took a few surreptitious snapshots with my camera as I perambulated. The compact Rolleiflex SL35 wasn’t exactly discreet, but then, neither was I. In my opinion, only cops and spies pretend to be something other than what they are. I had a tape recorder in my jacket pocket as well, though I wasn’t expecting to use it. Something about it seemed to put the Arkhamites right off their feed, even worse than the camera.

Maybe they were just a private bunch. Maybe they have reason to be. My digging hadn’t uncovered much, but what I had found was a litany of bad press that’d have made Barnum blush. The aforementioned body snatching sprees, missing children, professors at the local college speaking in tongues—it was like something out of the pulps. However you sliced it, Arkham hadn’t had an easy century of it, and things were only getting worse.

Thankfully, the sexton, Cadwaller, was in and I introduced myself to him on the doorstep of his office as afternoon waned into evening. I was careful to flash my press credentials, just like I had to the morgue attendant at St. Mary’s Hospital, who’d given me the guy’s name in the first place. It always paid to be up front with working guys. Made it less likely that they’d come after you with a Louisville slugger when the story hit. “Dan Moxey, Clark County Gazette. Got time for a chinwag?”

“You a reporter, man?” Cadwaller asked in a breezy tone. He didn’t look like much, lounging against the doorframe like he was half asleep. I figured him for a burn-out, on the far edge of a long-term LSD trip. He was a short guy who wore an army-green jacket that was mostly stained, and had a face that was covered in acne scars. “Far out. I haven’t talked to a reporter in, well, ever, I guess.”

“I’ve never talked to a sexton, so I guess we’re both trying something new today,” I said, laying my best bullshit grin on him.

Cadwaller nodded. “Right on, man. You want to know about that missing body, huh?”

I admit, he surprised me. Even the morgue attendant had needed a palmful of cash to get him talking. “Good guess. What can you tell me?”

“Dude was murdered. Poison.”

I paused and considered pulling out my tape recorder. But I didn’t want to distract him, if he was confessing. “How do you know that?”

“They told me, man. How else would I know?” He was smiling as he said it, but I didn’t like the way it looked. Not quite as vacant as I’d imagined; sharper, somehow.

“Who told you?” I asked carefully.

Cadwaller smiled. “Hey man, you want to come in, get some coffee? I got instant.” He stepped back, inviting me in. I hesitated because despite what you might be thinking at this point, I’m not a complete idiot. There was something off about Mr. Cadwaller; not even a blind man could miss it. Maybe he was just a burn-out, like I’d assumed. Or maybe…well.

Either way, I wanted to know. So, I went.

Did you know terriers will follow a rat down a hole, no matter how big the rat or how dark the hole? Yeah. Instincts, folks. Sometimes they let you down.

Three minutes later, while our coffee cooled, Cadwaller pulled his piece. Which brings us back to the beginning. Early evening was slipping into night, and I was still trying to fit the puzzle pieces together. None of it was clicking.

My host wasn’t making it easy, either. Straight answers weren’t Cadwaller’s bag. He talked in circles, and it only got more confusing as the sun got lower, talking about them, whoever they were, in terms so cryptic as to be useless.

“So, who are they, huh?” I asked. “They got names, or what?”

Cadwaller gave me a dopey grin. “They got more names than we got minutes, man. They been doing this since way back when. Egypt and shit. Babylon. Only they need help, see? They need a few cats up top, to see that the goods get delivered on time—and fresh.”

“The goods? Bodies, you mean?” I was sweating through my shirt. It was hot in the office; muggy. Massachusetts muggy. Cadwaller didn’t seem bothered.

“I like to think of it like I’m Nixon and this is China,” he said. “I’m the only dude for the gig. You feel me?”

Cadwaller’s debatable grasp of politics aside, I was trying to pick up what he was laying down, only it was damn difficult. I still wasn’t sure what I was dealing with here. A bodysnatching ring? Organ harvesters? It was big, whatever it was. Hell, I figured the whole town was in on it. Why else would they have given me the cold shoulder? Arkham had earned a reputation for bootlegging back in the Prohibition days. Maybe they’d figured out a new dodge in the decades since.

“I feel you, but I’m still not sure I understand. You mind if I record this?” I showed him my tape recorder. I figured since he already had a gun in my face, might as well go for broke.

Cadwaller shrugged. “Do as thou wilt, baby. Nobody will hear it.”

That gave me pause, but I kept my face straight and clicked the button. In situations like this, I find it best to concentrate on getting the facts first and figuring out what to do with them later. “So, tell me about these guys you work for. What are they doing with the bodies?”

Cadwaller gave me that stupid grin again, and I figured whatever he was smoking, it wasn’t kosher. His eyes flicked to the window, and there was no light outside. I heard a car engine backfire in the distance, and the howling of dogs. Something about the sound frightened me in a way the gun in Cadwaller’s hand didn’t.

Later, I realized why. See, sometimes you hear one thing, but you know it isn’t that. It’s just your brain trying to explain something in terms you can understand. Your mind plays tricks in the short term, trying to save you some pain in the long run.

Anyway, I heard dogs.

“Well?” I asked. “What’s going on? Level with me.”

“Sure. Coffin nail?” Cadwaller replied, offering me a crumpled pack of off-brand cigarettes. I took one to be polite, and he lit it with a match scraped to life via the flick of a thumbnail. Cadwaller smiled at me around his own cigarette. “Know why they call them coffin nails?”

“Because every one of them you smoke hammers another nail into the lid,” I said.

Cadwaller hooted laughter and nodded. “The way I go through them, my casket won’t be nothing but nails,” he said. “Figure it’s a race between cancer and Agent Orange to see which gets me first.”

“Why not both?” I said and got another laugh. Cadwaller was a cheery guy. Not so cheery was the barking outside. The dogs were getting closer. I wondered if the cemetery employed guard dogs, but even as the thought crossed my mind, I knew that wasn’t what I was hearing. I can’t explain how I knew. Maybe it was instinct. Like how you freeze when you hear a sound you don’t recognize, or see an unfamiliar shadow.

“That’s what it’s all about, baby,” Cadwaller said, and though I didn’t follow, I nodded along. “Anyway, it’s a—what do you call it—a détente, right? A compromise between civilized folks, you dig?”

“Somebody’s digging, all right,” I said. Cadwaller hooted like I was Don Rickles and this was the Catskills. Outside, I heard something snuffling around the bottom of the door. I thought it was a dog at first, but—there was something off about the sound. It was…greedy. That’s the best way to describe it.

At any rate, Cadwaller sat back and blew smoke rings into the fuggy air. “When I took the gig, man, I was two weeks back from a stay in the Hanoi Hilton. Bình Dương province. Know what I did there?”

“Some sight-seeing? Spearfishing?”

He smiled. “No, man. I got down and dirty, baby. Worms in the goddamn earth.” He gestured with the pistol. “Me and this sweet piece, here, we volunteered for that shit.”

“You were a tunnel rat,” I said.

Non gratum anus rodentum,” he said, still smiling. But I could see the cracks. Cadwaller’s cheerful façade was pasted over something a lot less pleasant. I decided to keep my smart comments to a minimum.

“You were telling me about the gig,” I said, trying to steer him back on track.

He giggled softly and nodded, like a kid with a secret. “The last guy, he got old and soft in the noggin.” Cadwaller tapped his temple with the barrel of his pistol for emphasis, and I couldn’t help but flinch. I wasn’t happy about being held at gunpoint, but I’d be even unhappier if I had to watch him accidentally blow his own head off—or mine, come to that.

“I hear that happens,” I said.

“They were pretty desperate by the time I moseyed into town. Nobody wanted the gig. Can you believe that? Three hots and a cot, for what? Some weeding, some digging. Easy street, baby.” Cadwaller paused, listening. I did too. The snuffling at the door had ceased, but I could still hear something prowling around outside. A shadow flickered across the window, but whatever cast it was staying out of sight, and I don’t mind saying I was grateful for it.

“Easy street,” I repeated. Cadwaller didn’t seem bothered by whatever was out there; maybe familiarity bred contempt, or maybe he was just so burnt out nothing phased him. “So, how’d they rope you in, these bosses of yours?”

“They came to me, man. Gave me the scoop, and I saw the light.” The way he said it made it sound like a religious epiphany. “They explained it all, and it made beaucoup sense to me. Give a little, get a little, right?” He pointed the pistol at me. “We give them the dead and they leave the living alone. Oldest treaty in the civilized world. You dig? They are all around us, right? Worms in the earth, man. Worse than Charlie on his best day.”

“That missing body isn’t the first one. Is that what you’re telling me?”

Cadwaller shook his head. “Man, for a reporter you don’t listen too good.”

I ignored that. “So, what happened to the bodies? Your friends sell them for parts on the black market? Or maybe they’re one of those weird woo-woo cults, doing awful things with body parts out in the tall trees?”

“No man, listen, I told you—it’s the détente. The agreement. We keep to our side of the demilitarized zone, and they keep to theirs. Never the twain shall meet.” Cadwaller scratched his chin. “Only, they got to eat, right?”

“Eat…?” I leaned forward so quickly that Cadwaller jumped. “You mean to tell me that there’s someone eating bodies in this town? Like a—a necrophagic conspiracy?”

“I don’t know about that, man. Where they stick what ain’t no business of mine. Live and let live, as the man said to the grizzly. But it is a conspiracy, I guess. Lot of dudes know—town fathers. You dig? They know where the bread is buttered, baby. And the worms in the earth, they know a sweet deal when they see one.” Cadwaller gestured like a Vaudeville magician, fingers waggling and eyebrows hopping. “Détente, man. Peace in our time.”

Something scratched at the door to the office. The sound ratcheted through me, and I couldn’t help but look at the door. It flexed on its hinges, like something heavy was pressed against the other side. Something that wasn’t a dog but panted like one. “Why are you telling me this?” I asked, acutely conscious of just how little time I had.

“I’m not being paid to shoot guys—just bury them,” he said, simply. “But I figure dropping you in a hole is a good way to overcomplicate things, right?”

“Seems simple enough to me.”

“You ain’t the concern, baby. It’s those who come after. Not the local pigs, because they know the deal even if they don’t know what they know. You get me? But Arkham ain’t the world, no matter what the folks here tell themselves. The shadows here ain’t no deeper than they were in Bình Dương. I can see the whole map in my head, man, that’s why they gave me the job. They need someone who can get low but not lose sight of the tip-top.”

“You’re using a lot of words, but I still don’t follow,” I said.

Cadwaller set his piece down on the table and sat back, an easy smile on his hangdog face. “It comes down to a question, baby. What’s more important to you—the truth today or the sunrise tomorrow?” He laughed.

I looked at him, then at the door and what might be waiting out there for me if I said the wrong thing. I could almost see them, hunched and ready. Cadwaller wouldn’t lift a hand to help, I knew that. He’d chosen his side.

I went for the pistol.

I’m no Ali, but I can throw a punch. Cadwaller slammed back into the wall, and then to the floor. I snatched his weapon and went for the door. I’d like to say I was thinking coolly at that point, but the truth is, I was running on adrenaline and panic. Whoever—whatever—was out there, I figured I could use the gun to keep them back, give me some room to run. If I could make the street…

I stepped out into the night, and there was nothing out there but tombstones painted silver by the moon. No sign of any dogs, no shadowy shapes. But the absence made me more nervous than if there’d been something waiting. Because I knew they were out there. I knew I was being watched. The pistol felt like a toy in my hand. I heard the click of a lighter behind me and turned. Cadwaller smiled at me through a halo of cigarette smoke.

“What are you waiting for, man? Go on.”

I raised the pistol, though I didn’t have the faintest idea what I was going to do with it. Cadwaller didn’t seem concerned. He just kept grinning, like a skull wrapped in wax. I heard something scrape against a headstone. Then, a harsh panting, from somewhere to my left, out of sight. I imagined firefly eyes winking in the dark beyond the light of the office.

In that moment, I knew that if I ran, that was it. Gun or not, I’d be another statistic. Another missing corpse to go with the rest.

“Tell me who they are,” I said, as I tried to ignore the weight of those unseen eyes. “How deep does it go?” I could hear something moving across the lawn towards me, a sort of sneaky, low-down sort of sound. I was reminded of a cat circling a bird.

Cadwaller puffed on his cigarette. “Center of the earth, baby. All the way down to the Vale of Pnath and out the other side. Or so I hear.” He sniffed and glanced off to my left, watching something I couldn’t see. It growled, almost in my ear, and I felt my blood turn to water. Cadwaller looked back at me. “Better decide what you’re going to do quick, baby. Or they’ll do it for you.”

Like I said, I knew that if I ran, I wouldn’t make it. So, I did the only thing I could. I handed Cadwaller his gun back and held up my hands. I’m no hero. And at the end of the day, even a terrier knows when to let go.

Cadwaller took the gun and patted me on the arm. “I know it’s hard to square, but they got to eat, man, just like we do. And better they eat the dead than us, right?” He grinned, showing off his teeth. “Non gratum anus rodentum. You dig?”

I sighed. “I dig.”

“Right on,” he said. He looked past me and gave someone a thumbs up. I didn’t turn around, because I knew that if I had, I would have seen them—seen something. And at that moment, I didn’t want to see a damn thing. Cadwaller put his arm around my shoulders and walked me all the way down to the front gate of Christchurch Cemetery.

I’d like to say I saw something following us, but, well, I was a bit preoccupied. Instead, I left and didn’t look back. I spent the night in the bus station and caught the first Greyhound heading west. I felt eyes on me the entire way. Maybe I was imagining things. Maybe not. Either way, I figured better safe than sorry.

So, there we have it. The story of my rotten trip to a rotten town. Arkham is a worm-eaten apple, and I nearly came face-to-face with the worm itself.

Instead, I chickened out. Probably the smartest decision I’ve ever made, but buddy does it sting. Two weeks on, and I can still smell Cadwaller’s coffin nails in my hair and clothes. But that’s all I’ve got. When I got back, there was nothing on the wire about the missing corpse, or any investigation into goings on at the cemetery. And to say Sal was unhappy is an understatement.

As I sit here now, at my desk, I’m supposed to be writing my article on Gladys Whipple’s Boston Cream pie, but instead, I’m listening to my recording of Cadwaller’s meandering explanation. I can hear the sounds outside his office better. The snuffling, the growling—but now I can hear the muffled laughter too.

Sometimes I wonder whether it was all a joke.

I hope so.

But I can’t help but wonder about the punchline.

All That We Seem by Paul Booth

Fear not, for you are not trapped as I, dear reader.

When you close this tale, this tether between us, it will die.

And you will end my suffering.

***

Yet, I still find myself dyspeptic.

No, no—stop the pomposity, Allen. Oh dear, my apologies, sweet readers, it is just my writerly jouissance, my penchant for logophilia, that causes such hyperbole. My editors have warned me more than once to avoid the portentousness. I owe it to you to be more austere.

To tell you the truth of my torture.

Thus this tale, my tether, my umbilical, which connects me to you in shared torment.

To be plain, my hubris, my great burden, is my choleric passion. It expresses itself in vivid and, I shall admit, fierce ways. And after one of these quite reasonable bouts of anger, my beleaguered wife, Jo, has urged me to walk Daisy to, as she says, cool my jets. How very pleb.

My liverish mood, you see, is incomparably tied to my VOCHA—the VOCal Human Assistant—that connects my computer to the great Veil of Data from the Ether(net). You see, in a single keystroke, VOCHA obliterated 28,000 words from my novel—a month’s work. All gone with a sickening clack.

It is my worst nightmare.

Humanity’s Crucible, a 250,000-word epic of civilization’s destruction, is due by year’s end. Yet too many events have conspired against me—a power outage in May, a holiday in July, and now my damn VOCHA system threatens further delay!

All I want—no, all I need—is to write the ending. To be satiated by the dénouement.

Ah, conclusion, that most tantalizing aphrodisiac.

Is it any wonder my temper got away with me? That with a thunderous fist I pounded the computer desk into submission? I am not a superstitious man, but now, as I rub my bruised under-palm in the cool Upstate air, I cannot help but feel slighted by the very technology I curse in my novel.

Damn you VOCHA!

***

The Haver Hill air is wintery in this early November purgatory, and banished Daisy and I remain. Time seems to stand as still as sleep.

Daisy and I pass graves and skeletons, ancient crones and ghosts. Halloween houses always look towards the past, refuse to give way on their webbed spiders, the large effigial mannequins, the pumpkins whose faces now collapse. Decrepit, those sunken gourds remind me of geriatric babies, or young octogenarians. Daisy takes great pleasure in these rotting, orange corpses and I indulge her predilection to lick their sides. And yet interspersed between, other houses hang their stockings on the newels, their wreaths on each door, their tinsel in the trees. These Christmas houses gleam towards the future, light broadcasts rebirth. Renewal. The arousal of the night.

Daisy has no concept of the holiday, and once she has completed her desecration of the gourds, she sniffs the yard-Santas as if old friends. Then, she yanks the leash, and with a yelp I drop the thick cord. She doesn’t get too far before she circles back to nuzzle my hand, as I bend down to snatch the leash from the earth’s cruel grasp.

Strange—when I stand back up, the blood rushes out of my head, and the world spins. The flashing red and green and orange and purple lights, all bright hues and circles, carousel around me. I feel my eyes pull back into my head and I will myself to stop a faint. I feel the leash pendulum like a hypnotist’s watch and hear Daisy’s sharp snort ricochet near my ear. Have I already fallen? I feel the rush of wind pass my head and I grab at the ground; all that comes away in my hand are dried leaves.

My mind flashes a single thought as I plummet towards the ground. Where’s Sheila?

And I immediately shriek in my bed, tangled in the sheets and blankets like a knot of weeds, VOCHA playing soft music as if a tease.

***

Don’t worry, dear readers, this is not a story about waking from a dream. At least, not from a single one. I wouldn’t do that to you. Not even if I could.

But awakened I feel, for I still remember my fury at losing the week’s writing; I still remember the pain in my under-palm. I still remember the sound of the door slamming open and Jo running in at my hypnagogic shrieks.

Poor Jo, so besieged. So forgiving. So abiding.

“This machine,” I squeak, my voice drowned by the music. “This cursed machine!” I always write with pounding bass and drum; Jo has informed me of her displeasure on numerous occasions, but I simply cannot write without it.

“VOCHA,” she says, her voice tinged with the same chilly tone as when she asks me about my progress on the novel. “Pause the music.” My office fridges into silence. Our VOCHA system smart speakers network the house and have an AI-intuitive sense to fill the room with sounds and music that fit the mood.

Strange, I remember it now as if I were being punished.

How could a dream be so tangible? I feel the chill air on my bare arms. The evening aroma of backyard fires and pine haunt my nostrils—can you even smell in a dream? No dream could ever be so vivid. Part of me has been removed, and the rest smoothed over, a liquid filling the cracks of my memory.

My fingers find a small leaf tucked into Daisy’s fur. From the walk in my dream? Or from earlier that day, when we’d traipsed through the woods? The leaf crackles in my hands and flakes apart. I brush them off the top of the quilt. Thinking of my writing, I wonder if this would make a good, tangible detail.

I adjust the pillow beneath my back, just as Jo asks, “Are you ok?” She clutches a mug of tea in her hands, and the steam fogs her glasses. “Here’s your tea.”

“It felt real,” I reply. I don’t remember asking for tea, but I grab the mug and turn it in my hands to avoid being burned. “Did I take Daisy out for a walk?”

Jo smiles and runs her hands over my head. “You’ve been working on your novel too much,” she says. “You’re just giving yourself nightmares.” She kisses my forehead. I notice she doesn’t answer the question, and her voice sounds strained. “Why don’t you tell me what happened?”

“It was after VOCHA, that vile AI, deleted my work—” I start, dropping my voice to a whisper so as not to be overheard. But then the thought descends: when Daisy had returned and I was just about to faint, I’d had a strong memory of a second dog, a dog named Sheila. I know without a shadow of a doubt that Jo and I have two dogs, Daisy and Sheila, and that both dogs live with us at that moment.

Yet I look around the room and see only Daisy, now going to sleep on the side of the bed. There’s no sign of a Sheila, and I once again feel a cloak of confusion drape me. I imagine what Sheila looks like, and a vague image appears in my mind, a sort of Daisy-shaped dog, but black and cream instead of yellow.

“What is it?” Jo asks, stifling a yawn. “What happened next?”

I open my mouth to tell her about Sheila, about the second dog that should have been in this room with us now, when my cell phone twings. I must’ve placed it by the bed before I fell asleep—something else I have no memory of—and I glance at it before answering her.

In large letters across the face of the screen, the message reads:

Do not tell her about Sheila.

***

I can feel my heart snap in my chest.

Jo smiles, a look of puzzlement spreading across her face. “It’s been a long day,” she says, and holds out her hand for the phone. I snatch it back from her, afraid of what that message means and unable to allow her to face it. The look of hurt in her eyes, disguised a few milliseconds later as concern, knocks me to my core.

I re-read the message, quite unable to fit the words into a discernable pattern. Questions flood me, but only one matters: How do they know about Sheila, a dog that shouldn’t exist?

“I-it’s nothing,” I say back. I try to remember the question she posed to me. “It was nothing. I must’ve dreamed I fainted, that’s all, and then woke up in bed.”

“You obviously need some more sleep.” She pats the side of the bed. “Maybe you should just try? You’ve been under so much pressure.” Her voice sounds full of concern, but I feel a hesitation in it, a verbal eye roll that reminds me of the many times I recounted the plot of my novel to her over dinner.

“No, I’ll get up,” I say. “I need some fresh air.” The room feels stuffy and my head clouds with uncertainty.

“Well, Daisy does need a walk…” Jo begins, but stops when she sees my face. “What is it?”

I feel my blood drain and I realize with horror that I can’t get my head around the ethereal contradictions. “I was just thinking…” I realize that, alone on the walk, I can sleuth the phone to discover who sent the message.

To my shame, the thought that I am leaving Jo alone doesn’t enter my mind.

“Come on, girl,” I say, and Daisy nuzzles my hand. For a moment I am transported to the memory of Daisy’s muzzle in my hands, and a collection of sense-images blossoms: the soft fur of her nose, the smell of pine in the air, the bright, blinking lights of the houses. I stagger under the sensory overload, but Jo has already returned to the door, so she doesn’t notice. I right myself and grab my slacks from the side of the chair. They’d been left there, but I have no memory of doing so. Slipping them on, a crinkle of leaves falls out of one of the pockets. And in a wave of déjà vu I am transported back to that moment of faint, that eternal falling action that haunts me.

I realize I am about to embark on the exact circumstances that have led me into this bed, and the hysterical notion that I might be trapped in a time loop enters my mind.

I laugh quietly to myself—a time loop, how ridiculous.

The laughter dies in my throat as I wipe the leaves from my palm.

***

Another powerful wave of déjà vu shudders through me as Daisy prances from Santa to sunken pumpkin. Each item is full of the day’s news. If she has any memory of an earlier walk, she doesn’t indicate it; the walk is as fresh to her as a new morning. Ah, to have the temporal simplicity of a dog; to live each moment as if it were the first!

Alas, I am no dog, and the events of my dream play out in my mind (who is this Sheila?) as I tread the same streets once again, a thick fog settling over the area. The pathetic fallacy strikes me, and I think, this could make a good story, if only I could figure out the ending.

Oh reader, if only.

The sky has clouded, and no stars are visible beneath its dark cloak, but behind the clouds, a bright, diffuse light tells me the moon is full. Walking at night has always been a time of inspiration; I find the cool air and silent footsteps conducive to interior monologue. Perhaps that’s why my mind skitters; the full moon’s promise of heightened anxiety; strange melancholy; propensity for argument.

Daisy’s insistent tug pulls me out of my reverie, and I trudge forward. I keep one eye on her as I click into my messaging app and highlight the sender of the mysterious message, Do not tell her about Sheila. I type Who is this? in the empty space. After a short pause, a message returns, and my blood freezes at the words on the screen.

I am not a dream.

I whip my head side-to-side, phone heavy in my hand. I am alone on the street. Daisy, unaware of my overwhelming anxiety, continues her sniffs. “Okay girl, I think it might be time to get home now,” I say, tightening my grip on her leash and hoping to disguise the penetrating fear in my voice.

She bounds to me with a final tug, and I retrace my steps in the flickering orange lights of the decorations. A contorted face of a skeleton stares back at me, glaring from an overly ambitious yard, and I trip on the curb. I stumble, but catch myself, my ankle bruised. In a flash my faint comes back to me, the final pull towards the earth. I can’t let that happen to myself again and I steady my gait, close my eyes, take cold, deep breaths that burn my throat.

Don’t think about Sheila, don’t think about Sheila. The echo of my voice has become a motif.

My head clears and I right myself. I realize I’m squeezing the phone and I look back at the screen, I am not a dream still displayed on the front. The world spins again, but I swallow hard and drag Daisy home and make it back inside before crumbling into a ball on the floor.

Jo rushes over. “Oh lord, what now?” she cries.

“I’m…I’m about to faint,” is all I could get out as darkness overtakes me and my world fades away.

***

I awake, once again, in bed.

How I detest dream narratives! And yet, I am not a dream. My ankle still hurts from my tumble, and I still wear my red, flannel jacket. But the bedclothes are strewn about as if I’d been asleep, and my head blurs from slumber-induced fog. But if I’d been asleep, then what was the dream this time? Can I have Inception-ed myself, a dream within a dream? Mind-bogglingly insane—each layer of the dream has been so real and textured. Am I a butterfly awake or a man dreaming?

I cry out for Jo, and my voice cracks under the strain of making myself heard.

No sound returns. I see no signs of Daisy, either. On my side table sits the mug of tea left earlier by Jo, cold and slimy; my eyes widen in fear. A creeping dread seeps through the sheets. I tiptoe from the bed. No amount of argument can convince me I might have gone to sleep wearing this heavy jacket, and yet here I stand, sweltering in the warm clothes. I drop the jacket and creep towards the top of the stairs. Everything looks as one might imagine it would: a normal home, a normal room, a normal man. It’s only the silence that frightens me.

“Jo!” I yell, and my own strangled voice deafens me in echo. A long pause. And then, an urgent scratching responds from behind the closed door of my office. “Jo?” I call again, then her full name, “Josephine?” and the scratch responds, echoing the three syllables with three scrapes across rough wood. I feel the sound in my bones, deep and aggressive and I shudder, the sound making me feel wood slivers prick under my fingernails. My arms break out in gooseflesh and pucker my skin. The scratching noise continues. I picture a person clawing their way out of a coffin. I imagine finger scratches on the inside cover, deep etchings thick in the wood, bloodstained from the captive’s ragged and torn fingernails.

As I edge closer to the office door, the sound stops, cut off mid-scratch. With deliberate hesitation, I reach out a hand to the door. I place my palm against the wood and for a moment, I feel as though another hand presses back from the other side.

“Jo?” I repeat, and a cold rush of anxiety flushes through my body. I grasp the handle and twist it until the latch catches and the door flies open to reveal the contents of my office.

I expect to find Daisy, Jo—even Sheila, a dog I have yet to meet outside of my dreams. Yet, I am only faced with my desk, a chair, a computer, and reams of white paper flying around the room, a storm inside a room-sized snow globe. My VOCHA speaker flashes red and green lights, a grotesque parody of the Christmas decorations outside in my neighborhood. I slog through the paper that congests the room. I’m walking through the fall leaves again, and for a moment, I believe my feet might get sucked into the boggy, papery expanse.

As I approach the printer, it abruptly shuts off—the lights power down and one sheet hangs tumescent, like a tongue lapping at the air. I grab the sheet of paper and rip it from the printer’s maw. I see in deep, black ink, stark against the bright white paper, a printed picture of Jo—her face a frozen mask contorted in fear and pain.

I grab at a handful of the papers that swirl around my ankles. I spread them out in my hands. My heart speeds at the images. Each one contains a picture of Jo on it, but each slightly different. When riffled, the images give the appearance of movement. These pictures aren’t just pictures. They’re a flip book, individual moments in time that capture a progression across Jo’s face and body. No printer is this clear, no image this perfect. Yet I know in that strange logic of a hallucination that if I can put them all in order, if I can see where this all began. My heart sinks when I realize it will take days to figure out where to begin with the thousands of pages that swim at my feet.

I look again at the last picture that emerges from the printer, the one I had ripped from its grip. A few steps behind Jo’s terrified face, which stares out at me pleading for rescue, sits a tiny door. And emerging from the door, teeth brandished like knives, stands a perfect image of a dog.

A dog I recognize as Sheila.

***

I scream and drop the paper at my feet.

“Jo!” I yell again, even though I know the futility. There could be no answer. It seems so mad, alien. It has the logic of a nightmare, the surety of a dream, but with no hesitation the thought comes to me fully formed: I know, instinctively and with the same certainty that I knew about Sheila, that Jo has somehow been transformed into that image on paper—and that Sheila is hunting her.

I slap my face, over and over again, until I feel burning beneath my cheeks. Bite my tongue until I taste blood. I am awake as I ever have been.

I rush back to the door, intending to fly through it, but trip over the mountain of paper at my feet and crash to the floor. The paper flies into the air like water droplets, which sprinkle all around me, until I am drowned by the pages of my wife.

I rise to my knees, tears pushing at the back of my eyes. Out of frustration as much as fear, I yell, “What is happening to me?”

Quite unexpectedly, a voice answers.

Hello Allen.

The voice sounds like Jo, but strangely mechanical. I circle the source of the voice—no one near me. The thick reams of paper dampen the sounds in the room.

I am right here.

I scan the room until my eyes alight upon the VOCHA speaker, sitting on my shelf, still flashing those green and red lights. Damn this cursed machine, useful only for playing music when I work or giving the weather report before walks. Jo occasionally asks it to tell her the day’s news while she works on a crafting project.

“Jo, is that you?” I hear my own voice, the ridiculousness of talking to my speaker like this. My voice sounds tinny to my ears, nasal and grating.

Hello Allen.

But this time, I can see the lights flicker as it speaks.

Is it possible? I no longer know what to believe. My speaker sounds like Jo, but as if she spoke through a robotic voice modulator. Could my VOCHA have gone rogue? The AI system was intended just for musical companionship! But I’d written 250,000 words about a killer artificial intelligence—no one knows better than I.

Is this punishment for my plot? A narrative retribution? VOCHA has access to my words. Of course it does, it sees all.

A deep wave of unease shudders through me. I feel small and insignificant, an ant under the magnifying glass of a child.

This VOCHA controls my computer, the thermostat, my locks. I suppose it might control the printer, and flicker the lights…but my dreams? What can it have done with Jo and Daisy? And why hide the mysterious Sheila from me?

Help me, Allen!

It mocks me with Jo’s voice, panic modulated with robotic intonation.

I scramble to my feet, the paper scattering like mist, and rush to the VOCHA machine. I grab the power cord and just as I am about to tug it from the wall, her voice again emerges from the machine.

Don’t unplug me! her electronic voice rings out, but I can’t tell whether the machine is simply pretending to be her, or if she really is trapped inside, and then am so repelled by my own insanity at the thought that I drop the cord.

The lights on the machine twinkle. I have the strange impression VOCHA is laughing. And joining the laughter, from down the hall, in a spare room that Jo and I share as a hobby space, the sound I hear is unmistakable: my 3D printer entering its final manufacturing process, and the thick cha-chunk of the plastic spinner twirling on the build plate.

I wade my way out of the room. The door to the makeshift crafting room now lies open and I can make out the 3D printer, gleaming with a yellowish sheen over the metallic outer structure, finishing its construction. I see what VOCHA had instructed it to make: It looks like a backyard hose nozzle, with an elongated shaft, three notches for my fingers, a stubbed nose—and a trigger.

I hold the gun, still warm from the printing. It sits heavy in my palm, and my fingers tighten around the handle. Bespoke for me. There’s no way I can do it. Yet, I feel my hand raise to my temple and place the butt of the muzzle against my forehead.

“No!” I scream, and my voice cracks under the pressure. I resist the urge to put my finger on the trigger, but I no longer control my hands. Some other entity has forced itself into me and my fingers stroke the trigger with agonizing slowness. I pull back with all my strength, but the pressure overwhelms me. It’s like I’m straining against a hurricane. I hear robotic laughter from the office, and it reminds me of Jo.

I feel the catch of the trigger beneath my fingers and close my eyes. Goodbye, I think, resigned to my fate. At least I’ll know the ending.

The trigger snaps.

And in an instant I wake up, again in the same bed, with Jo snoring quietly beside me.

I am covered in a sheen of sweat. Daisy—and now Sheila as well!—lay together at the foot of the bed. My mind swims with the impossibility of what had just happened. A gun…the VOCHA…a dream in a dream in a dream?

Sheila! At last, I have found her. I rub her thick neck and bunch her fur in my hands. I marvel at the full capacity of my imagination—Humanity’s Crucible is just the first step on what I am sure will be a very long line of successful novels. And the first shall be dedicated to Sheila! She snores lightly and turns over in the dark.

What on earth did I eat last night? I think with a tinny laugh. It comes out dry and I cough, trying to disguise it so I don’t wake Jo. VOCHA recently started heating the house, and the air feels dry and musty in my throat. I reach out my hand to grab my water glass from the side table. My fingers slide quite naturally around the familiar notches on the plastic gun from my dream.

I pull my hand back as quickly as I can, but the gun comes with it. It sticks to my hand, the plastic hot and soft. And again, just like in my dream, I no longer control my hand. I watch it move closer and closer to my head. Only this time, instead of stopping at my temple, my hand keeps going, past my head. My body turns over and I witness my own hand pointing a gun at Jo’s sleeping head. The movement rouses her, and she slurs, eyes still closed, “Allen, what time is it?”

I horrify myself by hearing the words in that robotic monotone.

I can only scream as my fingers once again, and for the first time, move without my instruction over the trigger and pull it back. My arm shudders as the recoil pulls the gun up and over. Daisy and Sheila, awoken by the sound of the shots, jump out of bed.

At the sound of their paws hitting the floor, I once again jump awake. I’m back in bed, in the same position I have just left. My heart pounds in my chest. I look over; Jo sputters in her sleep and Daisy and Sheila are once again sound asleep at my feet.

It’s not possible.

Hurriedly, I put my hand out to my side table to reassure myself, and my fingers slip around the water glass I’d hoped to find rather than the gun I feared. I try to take a deep and luxurious gulp of water, but the water sprays from the glass, a firehose of intense liquid assaulting my throat. Choking on the deluge as the glass waterboards me, I feel consciousness again slipping away.

I jump awake, once again in bed, once again drenched in my own sweat, Jo next to me, dogs at my feet.

***

The torture continues.

***

I have no control. I commit the most horrible of crimes—I decimate Jo; I eviscerate my dogs; I destroy myself in every conceivable way. Sheila is no comfort, Jo now a source of pain. And every time, I wake in bed at the moment of violence. The same location, the same bed, the same clothes.

At times I can go weeks without waking up, but then some terrible tragedy unfolds, and I awaken again, clutching the bedsheets to me, damp with sweat.

Back, back to this interminable bedroom.

I curse the VOCHA, the sentient robot. It must be at the root of this, but I know not how.

And this lack of knowledge is my ultimate torment. My final punishment. I am driven mad by not knowing…by never knowing. The only thing I can do—the only thing I am allowed to do by VOCHA in this never-ending nightmare—is write.

Gallons of ink pour out of me. The only time I am allowed to be awake, allowed to exist in time, is when I continue this accursed story. But not even I can write forever. Hours, or days, or weeks later, I awaken once again to find the document wiped clean. Erased, like a bad memory.

The accursed cursor’s blink mocks me.

I know not if I am awake or asleep. I realize nothing I do on this earth might matter, because at any moment, I may awaken and undo my entire existence. Life is neither real nor slumbered, whether I rest or rouse. I fear I am trapped in a spiral of dreams from which there is no consciousness, no reprieve.

Hope has flown away.

We rely on our dreams to keep us sane, to make sense of the world when we are fast asleep. But what happens when our dreams become our entire world? What happens when we never know if we’re inside a dream? Or worse, fear that we are?

Is all that we see or seem, but a dream within a dream?

I write to rebel. I write to accept my fate. I write to embrace my insanity. I write to escape but am forever chained.

The words flow, a deluge wetting the screen. And yet as I get closer to an ending, every time I hover over the save, the document erases, disappearing—

I have no answers. The denial of the satisfaction of closure is my final torture.

And thus, my denial of yours, dear reader, becomes my own exquisite crime.

Fear not, for you are not trapped as I, dear reader. You know that when you next slumber, when your dreams come to transport you to another world, you will wake up. And your dream will disappear, like an ember dying in the night.

When you close this tale, this tether between us, it too will die.

And you will end my suffering.

Time to wake up.

Out of the Dust by Don Money

Stivers Valance sat on the side of his bed staring at the dusty shoe print in the doorway. It was the tread pattern of a pair of boots he knew all too well. The boots had belonged to another before Stivers had taken them by ill-gotten means back in Oklahoma. This morning wasn’t the first time he had found the dirty prints made by the boots around his tiny spartan apartment in Modesto, despite the fact he had not worn them at all in over a month after the first mysterious appearance of the prints.

The killing back in Oklahoma had been more of an omission of decency rather than murder, Stivers felt, but as he drove off leaving Lowery King, his wife, and two small children, “Murderer,” is the word the man kept yelling. In his rearview mirror, Stivers had watched the deadly dust storm rolling toward the family stranded on the side of the road. The storms had turned the prairie land into a Dust Bowl, as the newspapers called it. Hundreds of lives had been lost in the storm, the never-ending dust drowning people on dry land, suffocating them with dirt. Deep inside, in the dark heart that Stivers kept hidden from the world, he knew Lowery King told no lies.

Black Sunday had been the final straw for families across the Central Plains. The massive dust storms covered a thousand miles and wiped out the hopes and dreams of many Oklahomans. Stivers lived a life looking for the shortcuts and the fast buck. With so many moving to California, Stivers planned to somehow take part in the exodus. The lack of a car and traveling money was just a minor inconvenience in his plan. A problem that was solved when he overheard Lowery King had sold off all his family’s land and holdings, was loading the car with his wife, kids, and cash, and making for the supposed promised land of opportunity in California.

It had been easy enough to plan his actions, then carry them out. Waiting a mile down the road from the former King homestead, Stivers flagged down the approaching car. The dust storm hundreds of feet tall swept toward the scene from the direction the car approached. Car stopped, the revolver presented, and Stivers had taken the car and cash and left the Kings standing on the side of the road, certain death bearing down on them.

Three days later found Stivers Valance out of the dust and in California, living off the money he had stolen from the Kings. Over the next two weeks he’d worn the work boots that belonged to Lowery to three different construction job sites, fired from each of them for lack of doing any real work. Stivers decided to spend the remaining cash he had acquired from his Oklahoma theft and then find an easier way of going about making money, something other than work.

Now, with the appearance of the boot print once again, Stivers’ belief that what was happening to him was something otherworldly, solidified. Somehow Lowery King, and maybe even all the King family, had found Stivers to haunt him. In that black heart of his, he felt a sense of regret, an emotion as alien to him as putting in an honest day’s work. But just as quickly, the feeling passed. Who were the King’s to him? Why should he care? Stivers walked to the closet, grabbed the boots, and flung them out the front door into the parking lot.

He headed off to the liquor store down the street and picked up something to drink to take his mind off his problems. As he returned with the six-pack of beer, Stivers parked the car and noticed the front door of his apartment was open. Someone had seen him leaving and decided to rob the place.

Slamming the car door, and with the beer in hand, Stivers approached the apartment. His anger turned to worry as he noticed the cloud of dust blowing around the interior and the pair of boots he had tossed sat in the middle of the door to the bedroom. Stivers shuffled through the dust that coated the floor and the meager furnishings that came with the apartment.

To hell with all of this, Stivers thought as he opened the first beer. He sat down on the threadbare couch and quickly worked his way through the entire six-pack. Not quite drunk, but feeling the effects of drinking the beer so quickly, Stivers laid his head back, closed his eyes, and drifted off to sleep.

Before even fully waking, Stivers felt the warmth and weight bearing down on him. His eyes snapped open. His vision swam before him at the strange sight. Latched on to each of his legs was a small child, their little arms and legs wrapped tight around him. The powerful grip held Stivers impossibly immobile. The form of the children was made up of a dust layer that shifted to and from across their bodies.

Stivers leaned forward on the couch and made a move to grab these specters when he felt his arms jerked behind him and crossed behind his back. Unable to move his torso, he turned his head and saw Lowery King, holding him in place. The dusty form, same as the children, made up Lowery’s body. This is impossible, his mind screamed, but there was no rational part of his brain left there to accept the thought.

Dirt dribbled down onto his head, and he jerked around to find King’s wife, he never even knew her name, standing over his sitting form. She shook her left hand, sending an unending amount of dirt pouring over his face as her right hand gripped his jaw and forced it open. The dirt filled his mouth, packing in as it slipped down his throat, and filling his stomach.

Stivers’ body convulsed as it suffocated on the dirt. He thrashed around but couldn’t slip free from the hold of Lowery King and his children. All the while the dirt continued to pour into him and over him from the wife. Stivers felt his life slip through the thin veil to the other side. The regret of his choices had returned and haunted him as he crossed over.

Lowery King loosened his grip on the departed Stivers Valance and nodded to his family to join him in an embrace. The reckoning complete, the family felt the dust fall from their forms, a golden glow surrounded them as they faded away.

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Don Money

Don Money writes stories across a variety of genres. He is a middle school literacy teacher. His short stories have been published in multiple anthologies including with Vault of Terrors, Trembling With Fear, Shacklebound Books, Black Hare Press, Wicked Shadow Press, and Black Ink Fiction, and in Troopers, Martian, Stupefying Stories, Saddlebag Dispatches, and Stygian Lepus magazines. Don’s stories have won placement in contests in Alabama, Arkansas, Kansas, Missouri, Oklahoma, and Texas.

Prerecorded Message by Steven Holding

Monday morning. Breakfast time.

He smothers a piece of slightly burnt toast with butter, pops it into his mouth to free up his hands, then pours hot water from the kettle into his coffee cup. He opens the fridge and takes out a carton of milk. He sniffs it, winces at the smell, then sighs. With the milk in one hand, the half-eaten toast in the other, he walks over to the sink. It’s full of dishes from the night before—and the night before that—plates caked with dried-out Bolognese sauce and half-eaten pasta. He sighs again, louder this time, then places the milk carton on the already crowded draining board.

The kitchen radio is tuned to a local station. As he stands at the sink, chewing and swallowing the last of his toast, he listens to the talk show.

“It was then that I knew it was time to let go and move on.”

The female caller’s voice sounds distorted, as if she’s calling in from the bottom of the ocean.

“You know, life’s just too short to hang on. You know what I mean?”

He picks up his black coffee and takes a sip. He frowns. No sugar. The DJ continues the conversation.

“I know exactly where you’re coming from, Lucy, as I think many of our listeners do, so thanks for calling in and sharing your story with us.”

He puts down the coffee and opens the sugar bowl. It’s empty. The DJ doesn’t stop talking.

“Because it’s good to talk, isn’t it, Lucy? And, as all you guys out there know, it’s good to listen! So, what song can we play for you, Lucy?”

He drains the last of the coffee and rubs his eyes.

“I would love it if ya played…”

Before the song can kick in, he sighs loudly and switches off the radio. He looks up at the clock that hangs on the kitchen wall. Time to make tracks. He grabs his jacket and slips it on as he walks through to the living room. Pausing, he checks his reflection in the mirror above the fireplace. He frowns at himself as he licks his palms then flattens his hair with his hands. Shaking his head slowly, he tries his best to straighten his tie. Despite several attempts, it remains crooked.

The telephone rings.

He looks over at the telephone and rubs his chin. It continues to ring. Shrugging his shoulders, he walks over to the table that is in the corner of the living room. He bends down, picks up the receiver and places it against his ear. There is a second of static, a momentary crackling, before a man’s voice speaks.

“This is a pre-recorded message. Are you having problems with money? Are you having difficulty managing all your existing debts? Then why not allow New Life to help you with your finances? We specialize in taking care of all your monetary problems by condensing all your current debts into one, easily-controlled—”

He hangs up the phone. His hand remains fixed upon the telephone receiver. He picks it up again and returns it to his ear. The man’s voice continues.

“—make life easy for you and your family! Our trouble-free package allows you to be free of the stress and worry of—”

He returns the receiver to its cradle. He coughs, clears his throat, picks up his briefcase, and walks to the front door. He pauses, turns around and looks at the room. Shaking his head, he opens the door and steps outside into the morning sunshine.

***

Tuesday morning. Breakfast time.

As he rummages amongst the debris that litters the kitchen worktop, vainly searching for a clean mug, he turns his head and sniffs the air. The aroma of burnt toast floods his nostrils. He spins around and fumbles with the toaster, failing to eject the flaming bread from the machine. As it billows smoke at him, he swears loudly and unplugs it from the main socket in the kitchen wall. After a few seconds, the cloud of smoke begins to disperse. The smell of charcoal remains, hanging heavily in the air. He frowns, then walks back over to the kitchen sink. He picks up a pint glass, half full of flat lager, tips the contents down the waste disposal, then rinses it out under the cold-water tap. He returns to the kettle, fills the pint glass with hot water, then stirs in what remains of the coffee granules.

He takes a sip from the glass, reaches over to the radio that sits on top of the fridge and switches it on. The DJ’s voice fills the kitchen.

“…enjoyed that golden oldie blast from the past! Now, over to line two where we should have our next caller waiting.”

He switches the pint glass to his right hand and uses his left to open the fridge. He peers inside, hunting for food. He sees a half-eaten chocolate bar nestled behind a plate of moldy lasagna. He reaches inside the fridge, grabs it, pulls it out and takes a bite.

“Hi. What’s your name, where ya from, and what’s your story?”

The radio suddenly lets out a burst of high-pitched static. He puts down the pint glass, continues chewing the chocolate in his mouth, reaches over to the radio’s aerial, and moves it slowly; backwards then forwards. The static dies out, replaced by a man’s voice.

“…lonely. I guess I just get lonely sometimes.”

He stares at the radio. The voice sounds familiar. He has heard it before. He knows it. The DJ interrupts.

“Sure, sure, we all feel that way sometimes, but we’re not alone, right listeners? We’re all together right now, tuned into the same wavelength, sharing our stories, sharing our favorite songs.”

The caller continues, cutting off the DJ in mid-flow.

“I just—I just need someone; I just need someone to listen to me…”

That voice. He knows that voice. He bends down next to the radio and puts his ear close to the speaker.

“I need someone to tell me what to do. Please, please, God, help me…”

He scratches his head. He recognizes the voice, is confident that he knows who the caller is. He leans closer to the speaker. He is not sure, but it sounds like the caller is beginning to cry.

“Help…”

The voice is suddenly cut off by the opening riff of the Beatles classic song. The caller’s voice is lost, disappearing into the mix, as the DJ rattles out a meaningless introduction.

“If you require some assistance, nothing can beat the Beatles! Right on!”

He swallows the last of the chocolate and switches off the radio. The telephone in the living room begins to ring. He quickly drains the last of his coffee from the pint glass, puts it down on the kitchen worktop, and walks through to the other room. The telephone continues to ring. He picks up the receiver and listens. For a few seconds, there is no sound at all. He rubs his eyes with one hand. He begins to put down the receiver when the telephone line crackles into life. A man’s voice.

“This is a pre-recorded message. Are you having problems? Are you having difficulties? Then why not allow New Life to help you? We specialize in taking care of all your problems—”

Slowly, he places his hand across his mouth. He rubs his face, massaging the three-day-old stubble upon his chin. The voice on the other end of the line pauses. There is nothing but the hiss of dead air. He waits. Still there is nothing but silence. He slowly inhales, filling his lungs to their full capacity. He closes his mouth, holding the oxygen in. He must be sure.

Make life easy for you. Be free of the stress and the worry.”

The voice pauses again. One second. Two seconds. Three seconds.

“New Life.”

He opens his mouth and slowly exhales. He waits for the voice to continue. There is nothing but the whirr and click of the telephone line as it goes dead. He stands motionless, the phone against his ear. Slowly, he replaces the receiver back into the cradle of the telephone. He walks over to the mirror above the fireplace and stares at his reflection. As he looks into his own bloodshot, tired eyes, one thought runs through his head.

They are the same.

He rubs his face again, turning his head sharply to the left. The movement causes an audible crack in his neck and shoulders. He turns his head back and looks at his own face. Again, the same thought.

They are the same. The voice on the radio. The voice on the telephone. They are the same.

They are the same voice.

With this realization in his head, he picks up his things. He opens the front door and steps out into the sunshine. As he closes the door behind him, he does not look back.

***

Wednesday morning. Breakfast time.

He sits upon a beach, his legs pulled tightly to his chest, his arms wrapped around them. The beach is made up of hard flints and pebbles and feels uncomfortable to sit upon. He shifts from side to side, trying to find a better spot to sit, but it is no good. His ass still aches. He looks up at the ocean before him, concentrating on the repetitive sound of the waves as they crash up against the shore then slowly slide back out, dragging hundreds and thousands of stones with them. The sight and sound are hypnotic, filling him with a sense of calm and wonder.

He feels at peace with the world. He even begins to forget how sore his behind is.

The sky begins to darken. The waves become fiercer, crashing violently against the shoreline. He pulls his legs closer to his chest. He hears a voice. He recognizes the voice.

“Help me! Please, help me!”

He stands up and looks out to sea. In the water, twenty or thirty yards from the shore, a man is struggling to stay afloat. He is tossed around by the current, disappearing from view under the water, then breaking the surface, arms flailing wildly. The man begins to scream.

“God, help me! Help!”

He looks around him. The beach is empty. He turns back to see the man going under again. He pauses for a second then runs down the shore, his feet slipping on the gravel beneath them. He reaches the water and wades in, the coldness sending shivers through his body. He keeps his eyes fixed firmly on the man as the water reaches his waist. The man continues to shout.

“Help!”

He stumbles and suddenly he is submerged, his mouth filling with salt water, the waves pulling him down. His body thrashes, fighting to find the surface. His eyes sting as he struggles to pull himself upwards. Still, he can hear the voice.

“Help me!”

“Help me!”

“Help me!”

“Help me by playing this song—”

He rolls over in bed as the clock radio clicks into life. He coughs then sits up, running his hands through his hair, his forehead damp with perspiration. He looks over at the clock radio. He is late. He swings his legs over the edge of the bed and reaches out to switch off the clock radio. He pauses and listens as the DJ speaks.

“And what song can we play for you today? Lay the name on me, and we’ll lay that track down!”

The voice. The voice from his dream. The voice on the telephone. The voice from yesterday’s radio. The voice speaks.

“Stop me if you think you’ve heard this one before.”

The DJ laughs.

“Not a problem, not a problem. The Smiths, coming at ya!”

The chiming guitar of Johnny Marr begins to float from the clock radio speaker. He remains seated on the edge of the bed, eyes closed, the song filling the silence in the room. He puts a hand up to his face and realizes he is crying. He wipes the tears away upon the back of his hand, sniffing a line of snot back up his nostril. He reaches across to the clock radio, grabs it in his hand and yanks it, pulling the plug from the wall socket. He turns and flings it at the bedroom wall. It hits the cracked, yellowing plaster and breaks into pieces.

He jumps up and dresses quickly, pulling on his shirt and trousers. Fumbling with his tie, he stumbles into the living room.

The telephone begins to ring.

He stares at the telephone, unsure of what to do. The telephone continues to ring. He looks around the living room, noticing for the first time how dirty it is. Nearly all the furniture is coated with dust. Cobwebs hang down from the far corners of the ceiling. He shakes his head, tripping over his own feet as he heads for the table in the corner of the room. He reaches out towards the telephone.

The telephone stops ringing.

The silence startles him. He lets out a gasp of air. He pauses, his gaze fixed firmly on the telephone. He stands motionless, arm outstretched, a frozen statue. He begins to count down from thirty in his head.

Thirty. Twenty-nine. Twenty-eight. Twenty-seven.

He begins to shake. His hand trembles ever so slightly.

Fourteen. Thirteen. Twelve. Eleven.

He begins to sweat, one tiny droplet of moisture creeping down from his forehead then along the bridge of his nose.

Seven. Six. Five. Four.

The bead of sweat drops from his nose, plummeting downwards until it splashes upon the top of his left shoe.

Three. Two. One.

Nothing happens. He slowly allows the tension in his muscles to relax.

The telephone rings and his heart skips a beat.

He darts out a hand, grabs at the receiver and knocks it to the floor. He squats down and picks it up, putting it to his ear. He listens, unaware that he is biting his bottom lip.

He hears the voice.

“This is a pre-recorded message. Are you the problem? Are you the difficulty? Allow New Life to help you?”

He begins to rock backwards and forwards. He chews his lip so hard that it begins to bleed.

“Make life easy? For you? Stress? Worry? New Life?”

The voice. That voice. The voice. That voice.

“New Life.”

He reaches up and grabs at his hair. He tugs hard, pulling the roots from his scalp.

“Kill yourself.”

The line goes dead. He holds the receiver in front of him. He stares at it. Eventually, he releases his grip, the receiver tumbling to the carpet for a second time. He runs to the front door, flings it open and sprints outside, slamming it shut behind him.

***

Thursday morning. Breakfast time.

He sits in the living room. He is hungry, but he does not eat. The radio is switched off. He slowly fiddles with his hair, wrapping one lock of it around his finger. He repeats this action again and again.

The telephone rings.

He stares at the telephone. He does not answer it. Eventually, the ringing stops.

He stands up and looks at his reflection in the living room mirror. He stretches out a hand and touches his own image. He pulls his palm away and looks at the handprint left upon the glass surface, imposed over his own face.

He turns, walks over to the front door, opens it and steps outside.

***

Friday Morning. Breakfast time.

He unplugs the radio in the kitchen and carries it through to the living room. He sits down on the couch, oblivious to the pile of rubbish that he crushes beneath him. The coffee table in front of him is piled high with junk, unread newspapers, filthy cardboard fast-food containers, empty crumpled aluminum beer cans, unopened letters. He reaches out and sweeps it all onto the floor with his open hand. He places the radio onto the now clear surface and stares at it. He scratches his head, reaches out towards the radio, pulls his hand back, scratches his head again, stretches out his arm a second time.

He looks at his hand. It is shaking so badly that he grabs it with his other hand and pulls them both tightly up against his chest. He looks around the living room. He stares at the telephone, silently sitting in the corner of the room. He closes his eyes and slowly hangs his head forward. He remains in this position for some time.

As tears begin to trickle down his face, he lifts his head, breathes deeply and takes hold of the radio. He switches it on and sinks back down on the sofa.

The room is filled with music. He smiles, wiping the tears off his cheeks. He recognizes the tune. It is a song he knows well. A song he thinks he has heard a thousand times before.

The song ends abruptly. Silence fills the room. He hears the voice, whispering softly from the radio speakers.

“Help me. Please, help me. Please, help me.”

He reaches across to the radio and fiddles with the tuning dial. Static crackles as the voice fades in and then out. Each station he tries is the same. The voice.

“Help me. Please, help me. Please, help me.”

The voice. Only the voice. Nothing but the voice.

He shakes his head and switches off the radio.

The telephone rings.

He stands up, walks over to the telephone and picks up the receiver. He puts it to his ear.

The voice. The same voice. The same voice.

“New Life. Kill yourself. New Life. Kill yourself.”

He screams as he throws the telephone to the floor. He stumbles backwards, his hand across his mouth, trying to stifle his own cry. He stares around at his surroundings, seeing the filth, observing the squalor. He glimpses his reflection in the mirror on the wall. He lashes out with his fist, his knuckles cracking the surface, splitting his image into two.

He runs to the front door. He flings it open, squinting as bright sunlight floods in.

He steps outside. The sun feels warm upon his face.

The street is empty. He looks around at row upon row of identical-looking houses. He begins to sprint along the street. As he runs, he looks from side to side, wildly searching for signs of life.

Somebody.

Anybody.

He sees nobody. Nothing at all.

Gasping for breath, he falls to his knees. He throws his head back, arms stretched upwards, pointing to the sky.

He sucks in air, filling his lungs.

And shouts at the top of his voice.

***

Monday morning.

Breakfast time.

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Steven Holding

Steven Holding works, writes, and worries somewhere in the United Kingdom. You can follow his work on his website.